I mistook what he meant, and thought it well to say no more. After
smoking a pipe or two, he was quieter, and left me with a merry remark.
One lovely evening in Spring, I looked from my bed-room window, and saw
the red sunset burning in the thin branches of the solitary poplar that
graced the few feet of garden behind the house. It drew me out to the
park, where the trees were all in young leaf, each with its shadow
stretching away from its foot, like its longing to reach its kind
across dividing space. The grass was like my own grass at home, and I
went wandering over it in all the joy of the new Spring, which comes
every year to our hearts as well as to their picture outside. The
workmen were at that time busy about the unfinished botanical gardens,
and I wandered thitherward, lingering about, and pondering and
inventing, until the sun was long withdrawn, and the shades of night
had grown very brown.
I was at length sauntering slowly home to put a few finishing touches
to a paper I had been at work upon all day, when something about a
young couple in front of me attracted my attention. They were walking
arm in arm, talking eagerly, but so low that I heard only a murmur. I
did not quicken my pace, yet was gradually gaining upon them, when
suddenly the conviction started up in my mind that the gentleman was
Charley. I could not mistake his back, or the stoop of his shoulders as
he bent towards his companion. I was so certain of him that I turned at
once from the road, and wandered away across the grass: if he did not
choose to tell me about the lady, I had no right to know. But I confess
to a strange trouble that he had left me out. I comforted myself,
however, with the thought that perhaps when we next met he would
explain, or at least break, the silence.
After about an hour, he entered, in an excited mood, merry but
uncomfortable. I tried to behave as if I knew nothing, but could not
help feeling much disappointed when he left me without a word of his
having had a second reason for being in the neighbourhood.
What effect the occurrence might have had, whether the cobweb veil of
which I was now aware between us would have thickened to opacity or
not, I cannot tell. I dare not imagine that it might. I rather hope
that by degrees my love would have got the victory, and melted it away.
But now came a cloud which swallowed every other in my firmament. The
next morning brought a letter from my aunt, telling me that my uncle
had had a stroke, as she called it, and at that moment was lying
insensible. I put my affairs in order at once, and Charley saw me away
by the afternoon coach.
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