of the dead who will not speak to us! But ah! I little thought to what
a dungeon of gloom this lovely night was the jasmine-grown porch!
The next morning I was glad to think that there was no wolf at my door,
howling _work---work!_ Moldwarp Hall drew me with redoubled attraction;
and instead of waiting for the afternoon, which alone I had intended to
occupy with my new undertaking, I set out to cross the park the moment
I had finished my late breakfast. Nor could I conceal from myself that
it was quite as much for the chance of seeing Clara now and then as
from pleasure in the prospect of an ordered library that I repaired
thus early to the Hall. In the morning light, however, I began to
suspect, as I walked, that, although Clara’s frankness was flattering,
it was rather a sign that she was heart-whole towards me than that she
was careless of Brotherton. I began to doubt also whether, after our
first meeting, which she had carried off so well--cool even to
kindness--she would care to remember that I was in the house, or derive
from it any satisfaction beyond what came of the increased chances of
studying the Brothertons from a humorous point of view. Then, after
all, why was she there?--and apparently on such familiar terms with a
family socially so far superior to her own? The result of my
cogitations was the resolution to take care of myself. But it had
vanished utterly before the day was two hours older. A youth’s wise
talk to himself will not make him a wise man, any more than the
experience of the father will serve the son’s need.
I was hard at work in my shirt-sleeves, carrying an armful of books
across the corridor, and thinking whether I had not better bring my
servant with me in the afternoon, when Clara came out of her room.
‘Here already, Wilfrid!’ she exclaimed. ‘Why don’t you have some of the
servants to help you? You’re doing what any one might as well do for
you.’
‘If these were handsomely bound,’ I answered, ‘I should not so much
mind; but being old and tattered, no one ought to touch them who does
not love them.’
‘Then, I suppose, you wouldn’t trust me with them either, for I cannot
pretend to anything beyond a second-hand respect for them.’
‘What do you mean by a second-hand respect?’ I asked.
‘I mean such respect as comes from seeing that a scholar like you
respects them.’
‘Then I think I could accord you a second-hand sort of trust--under my
own eye, that is,’ I answered, laughing. ‘But you can scarcely leave
your hostess to help me.’
‘I will ask Miss Brotherton to come too. She will pretend all the
respect you desire.’
‘I made three times the necessary dust in order to frighten her away
yesterday.’
‘Ah! that’s a pity. But I shall manage to overrule her objections--that
is, if you would really like two tolerably educated housemaids to help
you.’
‘I will gladly endure one of them for the sake of the other,’ I
replied.
‘No compliments, please,’ she returned, and left the room.
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