I started violently at the sound of something like a groan, and for the
briefest imaginable moment forgot that my grannie was dead, and thought
it must come from her room. It may be remembered that such a sound had
led me to her in the middle of the night on which she died. Whether I
really heard the sound, or only fancied I heard it--by some
half-mechanical action of the brain, roused by the association of
ideas--I do not even yet know. It may have been changed or expanded
into a groan, from one of those innumerable sounds heard in every old
house in the stillness of the night; for such, in the absence of the
correction given by other sounds, assume place and proportion as it
were at their pleasure. What lady has not at midnight mistaken the
trail of her own dress on the carpet, in a silent house, for some
tumult in a distant room? Curious to say, however, it now led to the
same action as the groan I had heard so many years before; for I caught
up my candle at once, and took my way down to the kitchen, and up the
winding stair behind the chimney to grannie’s room. Strange as it may
seem, I had not been in it since my return; for my thoughts had been so
entirely occupied with other things, that, although I now and then
looked forward with considerable expectation to a thorough search of
the place, especially of the bureau, I kept it up as a _bonne bouche_,
the anticipation of which was consolation enough for the postponement.
I confess it was with no little quavering of the spirit that I sought
this chamber in the middle of the night. For, by its association with
one who had from my earliest recollection seemed like something
forgotten and left behind in the onward rush of life, it was, far more
than anything else in the house, like a piece of the past embedded in
the present--a fragment that had been, by some eddy in the stream of
time, prevented from gliding away down its course, and left to lie for
ever in a cranny of the solid shore of unmoving space. But although
subject to more than the ordinary tremor at the thought of unknown and
invisible presences, I must say for myself that I had never yielded so
far as to allow such tremor to govern my actions. Even in my dreams I
have resisted ghostly terrors, and can recall one in which I so far
conquered a lady-ghost who took every means of overcoming me with
terror, that at length she fell in love with me, whereupon my fear
vanished utterly--a conceited fancy, and as such let it fare.
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