How long I had lain thus I do not know; but at last I found myself
watching the rectangular patch of newer tapestry. Could it be that it
moved? It _could_ be only the effect of the wavering shadows. And yet I
could not convince myself that it did not move. It _did_ move. It came
forward. One side of it did certainly come forward. A kind of universal
cramp seized me--a contraction of every fibre of my body. The patch
opened like a door--wider and wider; and from behind came a great
helmet peeping. I was all one terror, but my nerves held out so far
that I lay like a watching dog--watching for what horror would come
next. The door opened wider, a mailed hand and arm appeared, and at
length a figure, armed cap-à-pie, stepped slowly down, stood for a
moment peering about, and then began to walk through the room, as if
searching for something. It came nearer and nearer to the bed. I wonder
now, when I think of it, that the cold horror did not reach my heart. I
cannot have been so much a coward, surely, after all! But I suspect it
was only that general paralysis prevented the extreme of terror, just
as a man in the clutch of a wild beast is hardly aware of suffering. At
last the figure stooped over my bed, and stretched out a long arm. I
remember nothing more.
I woke in the grey of the morning. Could a faint have passed into a
sleep? or was it all a dream? I lay for some time before I could recall
what made me so miserable. At length my memory awoke, and I gazed
fearful about the room. The white ashes of the burnt-out fire were
lying in the grate; the stand of the rushlight was on the floor; the
wall with its tapestry was just as it had been; the cold grey light had
annihilated the fancied visions: I had been dreaming and was now awake.
But I could not lie longer in bed. I must go out. The morning air would
give me life; I felt worn and weak. Vision or dream, the room was
hateful to me. With a great effort I sat up, for I still feared to
move, lest I should catch a glimpse of the armed figure. Terrible as it
had been in the night, it would be more terrible now. I peered into
every corner. Each was vacant. Then first I remembered that I had been
reading the _Castile of Otranto_ and the _Seven Champions of
Christendom_ the night before. I jumped out of bed and dressed myself,
growing braver and braver as the light of the lovely Spring morning
swelled in the room. Having dipped my head in cold water, I was myself
again. I opened the lattice and looked out. The first breath of air was
a denial to the whole thing. I laughed at myself. Earth and sky were
alive with Spring. The wind was the breath of the coming Summer: there
were flakes of sunshine and shadow in it. Before me lay a green bank
with a few trees on its top. It was crowded with primroses growing
through the grass. The dew was lying all about, shining and sparkling
in the first rays of the level sun, which itself I could not see. The
tide of life rose in my heart and rushed through my limbs.
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