An unspoken friendship by this time bound Charley and me together,
silent in its beginnings and slow in its growth--not the worst pledges
of endurance. And now for the first time in our journey, Charley was
hidden from his father: the sail came between them. He glanced at me
with a slight sigh, which even then I took for an involuntary sigh of
relief. We lay leaning over the bows, now looking up at the mist blown
in never-ending volumed sheets, now at the sail swelling in the wind
before which it fled, and again down at the water through which our
boat was ploughing its evanescent furrow. We could see very little.
Portions of the shore would now and then appear, dim like reflections
from a tarnished mirror, and then fade back into the depths of cloudy
dissolution. Still it was growing lighter, and the man who was on the
outlook became less anxious in his forward gaze, and less frequent in
his calls to the helmsman. I was lying half over the gunwale, looking
into the strange-coloured water, blue dimmed with undissolved white,
when a cry from Charles made me start and look up. It was indeed a
God-like vision. The mist yet rolled thick below, but away up, far away
and far up, yet as if close at hand, the clouds were broken into a
mighty window, through which looked in upon us a huge mountain peak
swathed in snow. One great level band of darker cloud crossed its
breast, above which rose the peak, triumphant in calmness, and stood
unutterably solemn and grand, in clouds as white as its own whiteness.
It had been there all the time! I sunk on my knees in the boat and
gazed up. With a sudden sweep the clouds curtained the mighty window,
and the Jungfrau withdrew into its Holy of Holies. I am painfully
conscious of the helplessness of my speech. The vision vanishes from
the words as it vanished from the bewildered eyes. But from the mind it
glorified it has never vanished. I have _been_ more ever since that
sight. To have beheld a truth is an apotheosis. What the truth was I
could not tell; but I had seen something which raised me above my
former self and made me long to rise higher yet. It awoke worship, and
a belief in the incomprehensible divine; but admitted of being analysed
no more than, in that transient vision, my intellect could--ere dawning
it vanished--analyse it into the deserts of rock, the gulfs of green
ice and flowing water, the savage solitudes of snow, the mysterious
miles of draperied mist, that went to make up the vision, each and all
essential thereto.
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