On the way back he started several times, and looked, round as if with
involuntary apprehension, but mastered himself with an effort, and
joined again in the conversation. Before we reached home he was much
fatigued, and complaining of head-ache, went to bed immediately on our
arrival.
We slept in the same room. When I went up at the usual hour, he was
awake.
‘Can’t you sleep, Charley?’ I said.
‘I’ve been asleep several times,’ he answered, ‘but I’ve had such a
horrible dream every time! We were all corpses that couldn’t get to
sleep, and went about pawing the slimy walls of our marble
sepulchre--so cold and wet! It was that horrible ice-cave, I suppose.
But then you know that’s just what it is, Wilfrid.’
‘I don’t know what you mean,’ I said, instinctively turning from the
subject, for the glitter of his blue eyes looked bodeful. I did not
know then how like he and I were, or how like my fate might have been
to his, if, instead of finding at once a fit food for my fancy, and a
safety-valve for its excess, in those old romances, I had had my
regards turned inwards upon myself, before I could understand the
phenomena there exhibited. Certainly I too should have been thus
rendered miserable, and body and soul would have mutually preyed on
each other.
I sought to change the subject. I could never talk to him about his
father, but he had always been ready to speak of his mother and his
sister. Now, however, I could not rouse him. ‘Poor mamma!’ was all the
response he made to some admiring remark; and when I mentioned his
sister Mary, he only said, ‘She’s a good girl, our Mary,’ and turned
uneasily towards the wall. I went to bed. He lay quiet, and I fell
asleep.
When I woke in the morning, I found him very unwell. I suppose the
illness had been coming on for some time. He was in a low fever. As the
doctor declared it not infectious, I was allowed to nurse him. He was
often delirious, and spoke the wildest things. Especially, he would
converse with the Saviour after the strangest fashion.
He lay ill for some weeks. Mr Forest would not allow me to sit up with
him at night, but I was always by his bedside early in the morning, and
did what I could to amuse and comfort him through the day. When at
length he began to grow better, he was more cheerful than I had known
him hitherto; but he remained very weak for some time. He had grown a
good deal during his illness, and indeed never looked a boy again.
CHAPTER XVII.
AMONG THE MOUNTAINS.
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