She explained that he had only to offer himself, and turned up an
English newspaper bought the day before at Dieppe to point out a
paragraph giving the situation of the various London recruiting
stations. He studied it with interest and showed her that the nearest
to Charing Cross was a station on the Horse Guards Parade. She had not
understood that his intention was to enlist at the moment of arrival in
London, and suggested a delay of a day or two for rest if not for
reflection: the life before him was a hard one physically, and he had
been passing through a week of exhaustion both physical and mental. To
her arguments he shook his head, stubbornly impatient; he was so urgent
to translate his new convictions into immediate action that it was with
difficulty she prevailed on him to delay at Charing Cross for breakfast,
and only manoeuvred him into the hotel by assuring him—whether rightly
or wrongly she knew not—that it was as yet far too early in the day for
any recruiting official to be at his post. On that assurance he
yielded, and they took their last meal together.
She had contracted an odd species of affection for the little bereft and
destitute man whom chance had thrown on her hands in his hour of need;
it was difficult for her to rid herself of a sense of responsibility for
him and his doings: and as they disposed of their eggs and bacon she
found herself wondering, with tears in her throat, how he could come
through the discipline and hardship for which his soft life had done so
little to prepare him. It was pathetic and even ridiculous to think of
him as a soldier, this wisp of a town-bred talker; to think of him
marching and bearing arms in defence of such as herself—who topped him
by a good two inches and had treated him almost as a child. She coaxed
him to eat a good breakfast, dawdling over her own that he should sit
and rest the longer; and when he suddenly remembered to ask her how much
he owed her for the expenses of the last few days, she gave him, with
the hastily invented amount, her address in Somerset and made him
promise to write and keep her informed of his doings. He, on his part,
shrinking instinctively from those who had shared his errors in the old
life, clung to her as the one person who understood the new world into
which he had so lately entered—understood it because she was part of it;
thus neither was unmoved when they shook hands as friends and parted at
the door of the hotel. She entered a taxi for Paddington and he turned
his face to Whitehall and the tent on the Horse Guards Parade.
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