A pencilled scrawl despatched from a mushroom camp in the Home Counties
told Edith Haynes that William was at last a soldier; it was brief,
written shakily by a man tired in body but uplifted in spirit, informed
her that he had just been absorbed into a London battalion, that he had
not yet got his uniform, was sleeping in a barn and drilling hard and
concluded with the words "Thank God!" She answered the scrawl by return
of post and a few weeks later, hearing nothing, wrote again; but, in
spite of her request for further news, for month after month she waited
in vain for a successor to the shaky scribble.
When it came the war had been in progress a couple of years and the
address was a procession of letters—whereof the three last were the
B.E.F. that denoted service over-Channel. It was a restrained and
correct little letter, on the face of it uninteresting and not much
longer than the last, but differing from it in that it was written in
ink and in the tidy, clerical hand which William had acquired in the
days of his boyhood for the use of the insurance office. It expressed
regret for his lengthy silence, but did not attempt to explain it; and
went on to relate that before coming to France he had been an
orderly-room clerk, that he was at present at an advanced base—he must
not of course give its name—where he was employed in office work,
principally the typewriting of letters. It concluded with an assurance
that he had not forgotten her kindness and a hope she would write to him
again ... and she read and re-read the polite little missive,
half-guessing what lay between its lines.
It had been written in an interval of that typing of local official
communications which was Private Tully’s daily contribution to the
waging of the European War; and it had not been written earlier because
Private Tully was too sullen of heart to write.
For a few weeks only he had known what it was to be a soldier of England
in the making; he had drilled, he had marched, he had learned to hold a
rifle and his body had ached with the discipline. He had lain down at
night so weary that he could not sleep, and he had risen giddily in the
morning in fear of the day that was coming. Other men filled out and
hardened with their training, grew healthy, muscular and brown—and he
set his teeth and argued with himself that this stage of sick exhaustion
was only a stage and in time he would be even as they. What he lacked
in strength he made up in fiery willingness, overtaxing his energy by
dogged efforts to keep level with broader shouldered, tighter muscled
men, and steadfastly refusing to admit that his bodily misery was more
than a passing discomfort. More than once a good-natured comrade
suggested a visit to the doctor—whereat William would flush as at an
insult and turn on the meddler almost savagely.
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