The delicate chill of morning was as nectar after the stench of the
crowded night. By special mercy, just as dawn broke they drew up in a
siding with fields to the right and left of them; neither William nor
his friend was asleep when the train stopped, and, crawling over
recumbent bodies on the floor of the van, they dropped down stiffly from
their pen and stood breathing in the clean, cool wind. With their damp
clothes sticking to their heated bodies, they sucked the air into their
lungs—even William, blind with his misery, conscious of the calm
loveliness of morning on stretches of green after the reek of the
lantern-lit van. His companion, shuddering at the sight of her hands,
went in search of water and discovered a tap on the platform; whereat
William, in his turn, drank thirstily and soused hands and face before
they settled down in a field at the side of the line. There, on the
good green turf, they shared the last remnants of their package of food,
some bread and an apple apiece. for all the hours they had spent on the
train they had accomplished only some half of the distance to Paris; and
as refreshment rooms—closed or cleared out by the troops—could no longer
be counted on to supply the needs of the traveller, they had little
prospect of further sustenance till they reached their journey’s end.
They ate their small meal sitting as far as they deemed safe from the
train and the crowd it had disgorged—ate it in silence, for William had
not yet found speech. His world, for the time being, was formless and
void, and, as such, incapable of expression.
All day they travelled, as they had travelled on the day before: in
jolted crowds, in squalor, in heat, to the sound of the misery of
children. They ached, they wearied, they sweated, they thirsted—they
halted and lurched on again; too wearied even for impatience, they
endured without complaint until even the children were past crying. The
sun was low on the horizon when William, drowsily stupid, raised his
head from his knees as his friend touched him on the arm. He looked up
stupidly—the train was plodding through forest; he had ceased to hope
for the journey’s end and sat for the most part with his head on his
knees in a dull, half-dozing resignation.
"If we don’t stop again," she told him, "we ought to be in fairly soon.
I think that’s Chantilly we’ve run through. We’re only half an hour
from Paris—in ordinary times, that’s to say."
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