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Upon the evening of the next day the young man discarded his books for
the first time for many weeks. Hastening homewards from his daily toil,
he arrayed himself in that uncomfortable garb in which he had been
first privileged to behold the goddess, and betook himself, devout of
heart, to the garish music-hall. He was able to make his way to the
chair he had previously occupied, and here, waiting patiently, but
this time alone, he again beheld the object of his worship. In all
their sanctity the raptures of that former hour returned upon him.
How chaste, yet how ravishing seemed this goddess in the shape of a
human animal! How was it possible to doubt of her affinity with the
immortals? One glance at her noble radiance sufficed to counteract the
poison that was distilled by the pages of the modern authors.
They openly mocked at the incarnation of divinities. They even denied
an existence to a higher state. They even declared that the very life
in his veins was but the expression of a coarse jest, in questionable
taste, on the part of One who was old enough to know better. And yet
these modern authors knew how to clothe their levity with a witty
and bitter shrewdness which could counterfeit universal truth. How
he could recall the cynical language of one of the chief among them:
“What a stupid and tasteless farce is this, my dear friends. Here are
we pierrots and harlequins, we betasselled clowns and buffoons, with
many a score of other harmless, mad fools, whose names I forget, yet
all have the same meaning--here are we, I say, with our silly grimaces,
which make us sweat blood mixed with salt tears, here are we ruffling
it in cockades and gold lace, and orders and what not; strutting about
like turkeys, so that we may delude ourselves into forgetting that
the whole business in which we are engaged is a harlequinade of such
vile grossness that only an unpardonable oversight of some obscure and
malicious Authority obtained for it a licence to be performed publicly.”
With what diabolical cunning had this modern expressed himself! How
true it was of that vapid farceur, William Jordan! For how many years
had this poor dolt in the farce kept up his courage by pretending
to kinship with the immortal ones? And here he sat to-night, poor,
stupid charlatan! the derided of heaven, in his evening suit and
excruciatingly tight shoes, cherishing the idea that he was about to
bestow a votive offering upon one of the divinities. Yea, that master
of mockery had caught the features of this William Jordan as neatly
as though he alone were the archetype of poor deluded human nature!
There he sat in his black coat and white tie, this stupid dolt in the
farce, solemnly pretending to thoughts of goddesses. And yet this
mocking modern assured him with a pretence of equal solemnity that even
goddesses did not exist outside the portals of Bedlam.
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