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“For a whole year the delicate and youthful creature stayed in this
little room; yet all through those wonderful months her great eyes were
ever haunted by fear. Sometimes in the midnight hours she would listen
there against the shutters, as so many times, Achilles, you have also
listened, at the wind in the chimneys and the great roar of London, and
she would say in a voice that thrilled with terror, yet half-choked
by the beatings of her heart, ‘I am thinking of that night in which
the streets of the great city will call to me. For I was born in the
streets of the great city, and my blood must ever obey their cry.’
“To myself, Achilles, that year in which the woman remained with me in
the little room was crowded with an experience that was rich and rare,
which my mind, widely furnished as it was with the ancient and modern
authors, and fortified also with the infinite wisdom of the Book of
the Ages, had never known before. But as the months passed, and the
delicate and frail creature grew beautiful in my sight--so beautiful
that I would pray sometimes that I might die before her beauty faded--I
began to understand that it was not in the power even of this little
room of ours to retain the possession of a thing so exquisite.
“I would lie with her all night with her hand in mine, fearful lest
all unknown to me she should hear the cry of the streets in the
never-ceasing voice of the great city, and that I should awake in the
morning and find her gone. And many times did I turn to the Book for
solace and counsel; and the Book declared that he who would retain his
treasure must first write his page therein.
“Now although I kept my knees unceasingly to the floor of this little
room, polished smooth by many kneelings, it was not given to me to
write in the Book. And the fear mounted in my heart that when the
streets of the great city uttered their cry, this little room would not
be able to resist it. And the frail and delicate creature knew it also;
for she would sit there in that old chair in which you, my beloved
Achilles, have been wont to sit so long at the ancient authors, and I
have seen the grey tears course down her thin and pale cheeks. ‘The cry
of the streets of the great city will soon be heard now,’ she would
say mournfully, ‘it may summon me at any moment now.’
“As her time came near, in my despair and my anguish I took a
vainglorious vow. I swore upon the Book of the Ages that my child
should be born here in this little room. Night and day I kept vigil
over that frail and beautiful form, lest it should be spirited away
with that cry which it could not resist. As each new day seemed about
to herald the pangs of her labour, only to postpone them ere it was
out, I sought by all the means in my power not to fail for a single
instant in my vigil. I took potent drugs to banish sleep from my eyes.
For I came to know that the instant sleep overpowered me, the streets
of the great city would utter their cry.
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