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A second small and ragged urchin, far less in stature than himself and
half his years, calmly took hold of the great horse by the near rein,
shook it, struck the animal on the neck very boldly, and proceeded to
back it just as the other urchin had done.
“Nah then, worrer yer mean by it?” he said, scolding it in a shrill
voice like a woman would an infant.
The impassive face upon the cathedral boomed the hour.
In a strange anguish of the spirit, which he had never felt before, the
boy staggered away from the warehouse into the ever-gathering shadows
of the great city. He did not know where he was. He did not know what
he did. He was in the enfolding grasp of an unknown power; he was in
the bosom of the gods.
Without apprehension, and without reason, he was borne through the
maze of cabs, vans and omnibuses to the other side of the street. He
clutched feebly at the chill iron railings that formed a girdle round
the cathedral. A bell seemed to be tolling. It filled his heart with
voices. An occult force, which had never grasped him till this hour,
began to draw this broken wayfarer seeking for sanctuary towards the
unknown.
He issued back to a frail sense of entity to find himself on the steps
of the cathedral. He saw lights; he smelt warmth; he heard remote and
strange music; he heard the hushed clamour of many voices. He was in
a vast place echoing yet domeless. He was on his knees pressing his
temples against the cold marble flags.
The deep voice of the organ filled the warmed air with a thousand
vibrations. Afar off were bright-burning candles and solemn songs. He
pressed his temples closer to the chill flags. He panted like a hunted
deer.
Hours later, when he staggered out of the enervating warmth of the
cathedral, the night was pitch dark. The chill airs of the evening
made his jaws clap together. He did not know where he was. Moving
with little tottering steps, his flesh as water, his eyes blind with
night, he followed the line of railings that engirdled the cathedral.
He clutched at them; he hugged them blindly to his bosom; he was like
a mariner in uncharted seas who has lost his compass. He followed the
course of the railings, dragging one foot after another almost as one
who is bereft of the power of volition. It took him nearly an hour to
complete the circuit of the railings, and then he found himself back
again at the point whence he had started, the steps of the cathedral.
Still clinging to the railings he started to go round them again.
Within him the instinct was paramount that if he did not keep his faint
limbs in motion he was lost. He would perish in the streets of the
great city. Passing each iron rail in its turn through his numb hands
he went on and on, and in the process of time returned again whence he
started to the steps of the cathedral.
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