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For the third time he set out to traverse the line of the railings. He
was very cold. Yet the flesh must continue to obey, or that nameless
destination which he had ceased to remember would never be won. As
before, railing by railing, he made the circuit, and for the third
time returned whence he started. Without an instant’s tarrying he set
out again. The impassive face upon the cathedral boomed the hour of
midnight. The dark heavens looked like Erebus. A sharp cold spray of
rain was dashed suddenly upon his cheeks.
This blessed succour seemed to give him a flicker of power. “Courage,
Achilles!” he muttered faintly. He could not feel his feet as they
crept over the wet pavements; they seemed to be poised in the jaws of
an abyss. His form seemed to be disembodied in the air of the night.
But the flesh was still making its answer; the unending procession
of the railings still continued to slide through his hands. Yet his
fingers could feel nothing. How soft and vague everything was growing!
A delicious softness had begun to creep out of the sharp airs of the
night.
As his eyes were closing he grew conscious that a pair of arms were
enfolding him.
“My father,” he muttered, “my father.”
He pressed his closed eyes against a garment which was wet yet
protective. He was lying against his father’s bosom. His father had
followed in his steps as he set out in the morning, and had never been
more than fifty yards from him during the whole of the day.
XII
The next day the boy returned to the study of the practical sciences
under his father’s guidance. The brief hour of self-reliance, of actual
motive power, seemed to pass almost as suddenly as it had come. Yet
although he had been ground down into the dust again, the sap and fibre
had appeared to increase in his frame. He went alone no more into the
streets of the great city in search of pieces of silver, but the need
of obtaining them by his own address was never absent from his thoughts.
One sultry evening of midsummer, when he returned to the little room
after a dusty and stifling pilgrimage about the streets in his father’s
company in the pursuit of knowledge, he said with an air of mournful
conviction, “Each day makes it more clear to me, my father, that if
once our store of silver pieces should fail us, we shall lose this
little room of ours. Every time I walk abroad in the great city I see
numbers and numbers of these poor street-persons whose sad faces tell
me that they have lost their little rooms.”
His father, although he would have sought to deny this assertion, was
yet not able to do so.
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