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He was still more severely censured that afternoon by Mr. Dodson.
He even suffered the ignominy of being summoned to the table by Mr.
Walter Pater Walkinshaw, and of being admonished publicly for his
incompetence. He was spoken to so sternly, and he felt the position
in which he stood to be one of such humiliation, that in spite of the
frantic efforts he put forth to conquer his weakness in the presence of
others, the tears came again into his eyes.
“I--I will do better, sir,” he said, in such a tone of distress that it
seemed to soften the smiles of those who heard the words. “I--I will do
better. I am praying continually that I may do better.”
“What can one do with a fellow like that?” said Mr. Walkinshaw
subsequently, in an eloquent aside to his second in command, Mr.
Aristophanes Luff. “I suppose he suffers from a form of religious
mania; at least a child could see that he is mentally weak. I am
sure he ought to be complained of; he is not anything like up to our
traditions; how Mr. Octavius could have fallen into such an error
heaven only knows; but really I haven’t the heart to say so.”
“There can be no doubt he is a little deficient mentally,” observed Mr.
Aristophanes Luff, “but perhaps we might give him another week.”
Seven o’clock struck at last, and the clerks discarded their pens
and went home. The boy was always the last to go forth, not because
he had been told to remain; it was simply that his curiously innate
sense of the fitness of things, which was out of all harmony with his
development in the practical sciences, declared that he must never seek
to take precedence of his elders. To-night a fire was kindled in his
veins. It seemed as though the others would never close their desks and
go. He could hardly curb his desire to rush out before them all. But
at last they had all left the counting-house, and he was at liberty to
carry the treasure to his father in the little room.
Like one possessed he ran home with the pieces of silver making wild
music in his pocket. He seemed almost delirious with joy as he threaded
his way through the press with a heedlessness which seemed almost
contemptuous. It was truly astonishing with what ease and lightness he
had already come to move about the great world out of doors. To-night
he did not fear the crossings in the least. He felt no desire to shrink
from the ever-pressing crowd of street-persons who formerly had elbowed
him into the gutter. To-night he could bear his part with all who
walked abroad in that vast city.
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