And with these words, having kissed us both very fondly, she dismissed
us.
Mamma ran down, and out to the carriage very quickly, and sat back as
far as she could at the far side. I followed, and all being ready, in a
minute more we were driving swiftly from the "George and Dragon," and
soon town, lake, forest, and distant fells were hidden from view by the
precipitous sides of the savage gorge, through which the road winds its
upward way.
Our drive into Golden Friars had been a silent one, and so was our drive
from it, though from different causes. I was thinking over our odd
interview with poor Lady Lorrimer. In what a low, nervous state she
seemed, and how affectionately she spoke! I had no inquisitive
tendencies, and I was just at the age when people take the future for
granted. No sordid speculations therefore, I can honestly say, were busy
with my brain.
We were to have stayed at least ten days at Golden Friars, and here we
were flying from it before two days were spent. All our plans were upset
by the blight of Sir Harry Rokestone's arrival at least a fortnight
before the date of his usual visit, just as Napoleon's Russian
calculations were spoilt by the famous early winter of 1812. I was vexed
in my way. I should not have been sorry to hear that he had been well
ducked in the lake. Mamma was vexed in her own way, also, when, about an
hour after, she escaped from the thoughts that agitated her at first,
and descended to her ordinary level. A gap of more than a week was made
in her series of visits. What was to be done with it?
"Where are you going, mamma?" I asked, innocently enough.
"Nowhere--everywhere. To Chester," she answered, presently.
"And where then?" I asked.
"Why do you ask questions that I can't answer? Why should you like to
make me more miserable than I am? Everything is thrown into confusion.
I'm sure I don't know the least. I have no plans. I literally don't know
where we are to lay our heads to-night. There's no one to take care of
us. As usual, whenever I want assistance, there's none to be had, and my
maid is so utterly helpless, and your papa in town. I only know that I'm
not strong enough for this kind of thing; you can write to your papa
when we come to Chester. We shan't see him for Heaven knows how long--he
may have left London by this time; and he'll write to Golden Friars--and
now that I think of it--oh! how am I to live through all this!--I forgot
to tell the people there where to send our letters. Oh! dear, oh! dear,
it is such a muddle! And I could not have told them, literally, for I
don't know where we are going. We had better just stay at Chester till
he comes, whenever that may be; and I really could just lie down and
cry."
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