"My Dearest Mabel,--I have a disagreeable letter to write. You
desired me to relate with rigour every savage thing he said--I mean
Harry Rokestone, of course--and I must keep my promise, although I
think you will hate me for it. I had almost given him up, and
thinking that for some reason he was resolved to forget his usual
visit to me, and I being equally determined to make him see me, was
this morning thinking of writing him a little cousinly note, to say
that I was going to see him in his melancholy castle. But to-day,
at about one, there came on one of those fine thunder-storms among
the fells that you used to admire so much. It grew awfully
dark--portentous omen!--and some enormous drops of rain, as big as
bullets, came smacking down upon the window-stone. Perhaps these
drove him in; for in he came, announced by the waiter, exactly as a
very much nearer clap of thunder startled all the echoes of Golden
Friars into a hundred reverberations; a finer heralding, and much
more characteristic of the scene and man than that flourish of
trumpets to which kings always enter in Shakespeare. In he came, my
dear Mabel, looking so king-like, and as tall as the Catstean on
Dardale Moss, and gloomy as the sky. He is as like Allan Macaulay,
in the 'Legend of Montrose,' as ever. A huge dog, one of that grand
sort you remember long ago at Dorracleugh, came striding in beside
him. He used to smile long ago. But it is many years, you know,
since fortune killed that smile; and he took my poor thin fingers
in his colossal hand, with what Clarendon calls a 'glooming'
countenance. We talked for some time as well as the thunder and the
clatter of the rain, mixed with hail, would let us.
"By the time its violence was a little abated, I, being as you
know, not a bad diplomatist, managed, without startling him, to
bring him face to face with the subject on which I wished to move
him. I may as well tell you at once, my dear Mabel, I might just as
well (to return to my old simile) have tried to move the Catstean.
When I described the danger in which the proceedings would involve
you, as well as your husband, he suddenly smiled; it was his first
smile, so far as I remember, for many a day. It was not pleasant
sunlight--it was more like the glare of the lightning.
"'We have not very far to travel in life's journey,' I said, 'you
and I. We have had our enemies and our quarrels, and fought our
battles stoutly enough. It is time we should forget and forgive.'
"'I have forgotten a great deal,' he answered. 'I'll forgive
nothing.'
"'You can't mean you have forgotten pretty Mabel?' I exclaimed.
"'Let me bury my dead out of my sight,' was all he said. He did not
say it kindly. It was spoken sulkily and peremptorily.
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