I don't know what o'clock it was when the doctor came. There is
something of the character of sternness in the brief questions, the low
tone, and the silent inspection that mark his last visit to the
sick-room. What is more terrible than the avowed helplessness that
follows, and his evident acquiescence in the inevitable?
"Don't go. Oh, don't go yet; wait till I come back, only a few minutes;
there might be a change, and something might be done."
I entreated; I was going up to mamma's room; I had come down with him to
the drawing-room.
"Well, my dear, I'll wait." He looked at his watch. "I'll remain with
you for ten minutes."
I suppose I looked very miserable, for I saw a great compassion in his
face. He was very good-natured, and he added, placing his hand upon my
arm, and looking gently in my face, "But, my poor child, you must not
flatter yourself with hopes, for I have none--there are none."
But what so headstrong and so persistent as hope? Terrible must be that
place where it never comes.
I had scarcely left the drawing-room, when Sir Harry Rokestone, of the
kindly change in whom I had spoken to our good doctor, knocked at the
hall-door. Our rustic maid, Anne Owen, who was crying, let him in, and
told him the sudden news; he laid his hand against the door-post and
grew pale. He did not say a word for as long as you might count twenty,
then he asked:
"Is the doctor here?"
The girl led the way to the drawing-room.
"Bad news, doctor?" said the tall old man, in an agitated voice, as he
entered, with his eyes fixed on Sir Jacob Lake. "My name is
Rokestone--Sir Harry Rokestone. Tell me, is it so bad as the servant
says? You have not given her up?"
The doctor shook his head; he advanced slowly a step or two to meet Sir
Harry, and said, in a low tone:
"Mrs. Ware is dying--sinking very fast."
Sir Harry walked to the mantelpiece, laid his hand on it, and stood
there without moving. After a little he turned again, and came to Sir
Jacob Lake.
"You London doctors--you're so hurried," he said, a little wildly, "from
place to place. I think--I think--look, doctor; save her! save her,
man!"--he caught the doctor's wrist in his hand--"and I'll make your
fortune. Ye need never do an hour's work more. Man was never so
rewarded, not for a queen."
The doctor looked very much offended; but, coarse as the speech was, it
was delivered with a pathetic and simple vehemence that disarmed him.
"You mistake me, sir," he said. "I take a very deep interest in this
case. I have known Mrs. Ware from the time when she came to live in
London. I hope I do my duty in every case, but in this I have been
particularly anxious, and I do assure you, if----What's that?"
It was, as Shakespeare says, "a cry of women," the sudden shrilly
clamour of female voices heard through distant doors.
The doctor opened the door, and stood at the foot of the stairs.
"Ay, that's it," he said, shaking his head a little. "It's all over."
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