I smiled as well as I could, and said something that seemed to satisfy
him, or he took it for granted, for he went on and talked, being much
more communicative this evening than usual; while my mind was busy with
the thought of a miserable separation, and all the difficulties of
correspondence that accompany a secret engagement.
So great was the anguish of these anticipations that I hazarded one more
effort to induce him to abandon his London plans, and to let me
continue to enjoy my present life at Dorracleugh.
He was, however, quite immovable; he laughed; he told me, again and
again, that it would not "put him out of his way--not a bit;" and he
added, "You're falling into a moping, unnatural life, and you've grown
to like it, and the more you like it, the less it is fit for you; if you
lose your spirits, you can't keep your health long."
And when I still persisted, he looked in my face a little darkly, on a
sudden, as if a doubt as to my motive had crossed his mind. That look
frightened me. I felt that matters might be worse.
Sir Harry had got it into his head, I found, that my health would break
down, unless he provided the sort of change and amusement which he had
decided on. I don't know to which of the wiseacres of Golden Friars I
was obliged for this crotchet, which promised me such an infinity of
suffering, but I had reason to think, afterwards, that old Miss Goulding
of Wrybiggins was the friend who originated these misgivings about my
health and spirits. She wished, I was told, to marry her niece to
Richard Marston, and thought, if I and Sir Harry were out of the way,
her plans would act more smoothly.
Richard was at home--it was our tea-time--I had not an opportunity of
saying a word to him unobserved. I don't know whether he saw by my looks
that I was unhappy.
CHAPTER LVIII.
DANGER.
Sir Harry took his coffee with us, and read to me a little now and then
from the papers which had come by the late mails. Mr. Blount had farming
news to tell Richard. It was a dreadful tea-party.
I was only able that night to appoint with Richard to meet me, next day,
at our accustomed trysting-place.
Three o'clock was our hour of meeting. The stupid, feverish day dragged
on, and the time at length arrived. I got on my things quickly, and
trembling lest I should be joined by Sir Harry or Mr. Blount, I betook
myself through the orchard, and by the wicket in the hedge, to the
lonely path through the thick woods where we had, a few months since,
plighted our troth.
Richard appeared very soon; he was approaching by the path opposite to
that by which I had come.
The foliage was thick and the boughs hang low in that place. You could
have fancied him a figure walking in the narrow passage of a monastery,
so dark and well-defined is the natural roofing of the pathway there. He
raised his open hand, and shook his head as he drew near; he was not
smiling; he looked very sombre.
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