Sitting in a spacious room, looking out into a quiet fashionable street,
in a house all of whose decorations and arrangements had an air of cold
elegance and newness, the letter, with the friendly Cardyllion postmark
on it, seemed to bring with it something of the clear air, and homely
comfort, and free life of Malory, and made me yearn all the more for the
kind faces, the old house, and beloved scenery I had left behind. It was
insufferably dull here, and I soon found myself in that state which is
described as not knowing what to do with oneself. For two days no
further letter from Laura reached me. On the third, I saw her well-known
handwriting on the letter that awaited me on the breakfast-table. As I
looked, as people will, at the direction before opening the envelope, I
was struck by the postmark "Liverpool," and turning it over and over, I
nowhere saw Cardyllion.
I began to grow too uncomfortable to wait longer; I opened the letter
with misgivings. At the top of the note there was nothing written but
the day of the week. It said--
"My Dearest Ethel,--A sudden and total change in my unhappy
circumstances separates me from you. It is impossible that I should
go to London now; and it is possible that I may not see you again
for a long time, if ever. I write to say farewell; and in doing so
to solemnly repeat my warning against permitting the person who
obtained a few days' shelter in the steward's house, after the
shipwreck, to maintain even the slightest correspondence or
acquaintance with you. Pray, dearest Ethel, trust me in this. I
implore of you to follow my advice. You may hear from me again. In
the meantime, I am sure you will be glad to know that your poor
governess is happy--happier than she ever desired, or ever hoped to
be. My fond love is always yours, and my thoughts are hourly with
you.--Ever your loving
Laura Grey."
"May God for ever bless you, darling! Good-bye."
I don't think I could easily exaggerate the effect of this letter. I
will not weary you with that most tiresome of all relations, an account
of another person's grief.
Mamma and papa arrived that evening. If I had lived less at Malory, and
more with mamma, I should not, in some points, have appreciated her so
highly. When I saw her, for the first time, after a short absence, I was
always struck by her beauty and her elegance, and it seemed to me that
she was taller than I recollected her. She was looking very well, and so
young! I saw papa but for a moment. He went to his room immediately to
dress, and then went off to his club. Mamma took me to her room, where
we had tea. She said I had grown, and was very much pleased with my
looks. Then she told me all her plans about me. I was to have masters,
and I was not to come out till April.
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