Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume 14
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Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume 14
Scottish Borders (Scotland) -- Fiction
"I deserve your censure," returned George; "but surely there is nothing
so heinous in what I have done as to merit the epithet you apply to me.
I acknowledge and am ashamed of my folly; what can I do more? And I have
also suffered for it."
"Ye acknowledge your folly!" exclaimed the fisherman; "pray, sir, how
could ye deny it? I saw it--the whole toun saw it--my poor daughter was
a witness o' it; and yet ye have the impudence to stand there before me
and say ye acknowledge it! And muckle mends it makes to say ye are sorry
for it! I suppose, sir, the very murderer is sorry for his crime, when
he stands condemned before the judge; but his sorrow, I reckon, is but a
poor reason why he should be pardoned. Away wi' ye, I say--ye shall find
no admission here. At ony rate, I have taken good care to have my silly
bairn out o' your reach, and that she may be out o' the way o' the
disgrace and the scandal that ye have brought upon us."
So saying, the speaker rudely closed the door in the face of his
visiter.
George Mordington returned to his mother's house, gliding silently, as a
ghost is said to move; for his cheek burned lest any one should look
upon his face. On the following day, he prepared to set out for
Gateshead; but before he went he placed the following letter, addressed
to Marion Weatherly, into the hands of his sister, and which she was to
give to her on her return:--
"MARION,--I cannot now call you _my_ Marion--I have disgraced
you, I have dishonoured myself. Your advice, which I deemed
unnecessary, was not only forgotten, but you know how it was
insulted. I know you must despise me; and I blame you not--you
have a right to do so. I have made myself contemptible in your
eyes, but not more contemptible than my conduct has rendered me
in my own. I blush to think of you, and your excellence renders
my folly more despicable. Call it madness--call it what you
will--for it was the infatuation, the frenzy, the insanity of
an hour. Yet, dear Marion, by all the hours and scenes of
happiness that are gone, by all that we have known together,
and that we might yet know, cast me not off for ever! Had I
been familiar with the nightly debauch, my degradation would
have been less, my conduct not so extravagant. Think of me as
one degraded by folly, but not abandoned to it. I have sinned,
and that deeply; but my repentance is as bitter as my crime was
ridiculous. Its remembrance chokes me. _Forgive me, Marion._ I
write the words, but I could not utter them, for I find that I
could not stand in your presence, and support the weight of the
debasement which presses upon me as a galling load. Your father
has treated me cruelly--I would say that he has insulted me, if
it were possible to insult one who has so insulted himself. The
only apology I can, or should, offer for the part I have acted
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