Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume 19
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Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume 19
Scottish Borders (Scotland) -- Fiction
It was in these states of bodily disease and mental dejection,
that the proud lord of “The Castle” was brought to feel not only
what it is to be a man, but a sinner. He felt how vain were
all the advantages of fortune when they are not accompanied by
peace of mind. The woods around the Castle used to afford him a
retreat from the fevered excitements of gay life. The song of the
blackbird, full, mellow, and sorrowful, soothed the ear which
had been poisoned by the flatteries incident to favoured sons of
fortune. The merry _reveillé_ of the lark banished unpleasant
recollections; many a sigh was drowned in the rich flow of the
music of the thrush. All these things were experienced with joy and
satisfaction, when the silent energies of health and youth made his
muscular limbs jump with the exuberance of animal spirits. They
were welcomed as good tidings when no pang of aroused conscience
stung him with its peculiar pain, and no morbid fancy made to dance
in the green woods the images of misery he had brought on the
hearts of unsuspecting victims.
Now, all was changed when he rode out in those beautiful
retreats—the pleasure he formerly derived from them was the parent
of the evil he now felt. The contrast was itself a grievous pain;
he would have been happier in the abodes of sorrow. Pleasure is
not the soother of griefs, that ask the nourishment of a morbid
appetite for an accession of woe. It is a cataplasm applied to a
sore, under the mistaken idea that its softness will atone for the
pungency produced, not from its own asperity, but the tenderness of
the part diseased. The joys of “The Castle” were now dead to its
lord. If the soothing influences of rural scenery, with its rough
hills and soft valleys; its trees, plants, flowers, and tuneful
birds, could not assuage the pangs of a diseased body, a bereaved
heart, and an awakened conscience—what could be expected from the
entertainments of the Castle? Ashley knew too well the vanity of
these, even in the heyday of youth, health, and pleasure, to have
recourse to them when his views were blasted, and his hopes had
fallen. All company he avoided; and no attempt, on the part of the
surrounding gentry, or his old friends, was available in getting
him to relax the rigid discipline of sorrow which he had, in his
despair, imposed on himself.
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