Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume 21
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Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume 21
Scottish Borders (Scotland) -- Fiction
"Oh, God forgive me!" ejaculated the miserable youth, as, holding his
hand on his brow, he rushed out of the room and sought his bed-chamber.
Was there ever such a night before the day, of all days auspicious to
mortals, of the culminating joy of human life! Could he not find refuge
in sleep, where the miserable so often seek to escape from the
vibrations of the leaping, palpitating nerve, inflamed by the fever of
life? A half-hour's dreamy consciousness, an hour's vision of returning
images, rest and unrest, haunting scenes woven by some secret power, so
varied, so ephialtic, so monstrous, yet all, somehow or another, however
unlike the reality, still vindicating a connection. Why should Sweet
Marjory be in the deep recesses of the pine wood, resting by his foaming
steed, with his mother sitting and breathing hope's accents in her ear,
and ever and again calling on him in sobbing vocables to return from his
pursuit of another? He would return. The charm of her sweet voice is
felt to be irresistible; yet it is resisted. And though he looks back
only to see her by the flaught of the lightning that plays among the
trees, his steps are forward, where Devil Isobel charms him with a song,
in comparison of which the magic of the sirens is but the rustle of the
reed as it swerves in the blast. He struggles, and seizes the stems of
the pines to hold him from his progress and keep him steady; and he
writhes as he finds he cannot obey the maternal appeal to a son's love.
All is still again, and there is rest, only to be alternated by the
recurring visions always assuming new forms, changing and disappearing,
flaring up again, and then the deep breast-riding oppression, and those
hollow moans, which never can be imitated by the waking sense, as if
Nature preserved this domain of the spirit as an evidence, in the night
of the soul, that there is another world where the limbo of agony is not
less certain than the heaven which is simulated by sweet dreams.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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