Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume 21
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Wilson's Tales of the Borders and of Scotland, Volume 21
Scottish Borders (Scotland) -- Fiction
After acting about two years as tutor, he returned to Edinburgh and
completed his studies. Having with difficulty, from the scantiness of
his means, obtained his diplomas, he commenced practice in his native
village. His brothers and his sisters had arrived at manhood and
womanhood, and his mother enjoyed a small annuity. Almost from boyhood
he had been deeply attached to Agnes Brown, the daughter of a
neighbouring farmer; and about three years after he had commenced
practice, she bestowed on him her hand. She was all that his heart could
wish--meek, gentle, and affectionate; and her anxious love threw a
gleam of sunshine over the melancholy that had settled upon his soul.
Often, when he fondly gazed in her eyes, where affection beamed, the
hope of immortality would flash through his bosom; for one so good, so
made of all that renders virtue dear, but to be born to die and to be no
more, he deemed impossible. They had been married about nine years, and
Agnes had become the mother of five fair children, when in one day death
entered their dwelling, and robbed them of two of their little ones. The
neighbours had gathered together to comfort them, and the mother in
silent anguish wept over her babes; but the father stood tearless and
stricken with grief, as though his hopes were sealed up in the coffin of
his children. In his agony he uttered words of strange meaning. The
doubts of the Seeker burst forth in the accents of despair. The
neighbours gazed at each other. They had before had doubts of the
religious principles of Dr. Storie; now those doubts were confirmed.
Many began to regard him as an unsafe man to visit a death-bed, where he
might attempt to rob the dying of the everlasting hope which enables
them to triumph over the last enemy. His practice fell off, and the
wants of his family increased. He was no longer able to maintain an
appearance of respectability. His circumstances aggravated the gloom of
his mind; and for a time he became, not a Seeker, but one who abandoned
himself to callousness and despair. Even the affection of his
wife--which knew no change, but rather increased as affliction and
misfortune came upon them--with the smiles and affection of his
children, became irksome. Their love increased his misery. His own house
was all but forsaken, and the blacksmith's shop became his consulting
room, the village alehouse his laboratory. Misery and contempt
heightened the "shadows, clouds, and darkness" which rested on his
mind. To his anguish and excitement he had now added habits of
intemperance; his health became a wreck, and he sank upon his bed, a
miserable and a ruined man. The shadow of death seemed lowering over
him, and he lay trembling, shrinking from its approach, shuddering and
brooding over the cheerless, the horrible thought--_annihilation_! But,
even then, his poor Agnes watched over him with a love stronger than
death. She strove to cheer him with the thought that he would still
live--that they would again be happy.
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