Almost at my side Bobby stops, panting a little. I speak first. Women
always do. I feel sure Eve opened the conversation when Adam waked
from the sleep that deprived him of a rib and supplied him with a
wife.
“So you have come again—and not alone this time.” It is not in the
least what I meant to say.
“Did you know that I came?” Bobby’s low voice holds a note of
surprise. “How did you know? But I suppose the boy told you.”
“I was in the garden. I saw you. I know why you came, and why you
left.”
“Why did I leave?”
“You ran from a youthful ideal.”
“Men have done more foolish things,” Bobby’s answer comes gravely.
“And wiser.” I hate the mocking laughter that escapes my lips.
“I don’t understand you.” His face has grown whiter; it has changed
subtly. “Has Elliott been here? Is it Elliott?”
I sweetly assure him that Mr. Elliott has been here, and I manage to
leave the impression that he may be coming again.
This time Bobby’s face goes close to black. With a mocking little bow
he bids me good-bye, turns, goes down the road. He marches straight
ahead. I have never seen a lion stalk through an African jungle, but
I think of one as I look at him. Where is he going? Where is Dicky’s
lover going? A dumb sort of fright grips me. I spin down the road to
where he marches breast forward with never a backward look—if a woman
can spin in these narrow-not-made-to-overtake-anybody’s-lover New
York frocks.
“Bobby,” I cry, hard upon him, “stop!”
He turns. Not the Bobby of my letters, not the Bobby of my dreams,
not the Bobby of Washington Square, a politely impatient-to-be-gone
stranger.
Always, it is the unexpected that overtakes me. To my amazed surprise
I wet with salty tears my New York finery.
“I’m tired, Bobby,” I gasp. “I’ve been having a party—and I’m not
used to having parties. That’s what makes me such a cat. And, oh,
Bobby, you’ll have to pardon things—Dicky just sprung your coming on
us.”
“Dicky didn’t know that I was coming.” He speaks slowly, he takes my
face in his hands and looks down at me, a long, deep look. The hard,
black look on his own face has lifted.
As I try to tell him that Dicky didn’t tell me he was ill, that I
have just learned it from Mr. Elliott’s letter, as I try to tell him
what the bright May world would be to Dicky with him gone out of it,
and as I flounder that I hope they will be heavenly happy, I splash
more tears on my pretty clothes.
Bobby’s face flashes—all that a woman could want or dream of comes
into it.
“Dicky didn’t know I was in the hospital. I went in under an assumed
name. When a fellow’s tied up with publishers and theatrical people
like I am——” Bobby drops the subject as one that holds no further
interest. “If I had died, would it have spoiled the May world for
you, Caroline?” There is a sharp note of anxiety in his voice.
“Bobby, Bobby!” I cry, wildly. “Don’t ask me! What have you done with
Dicky! Where is Dicky?”
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