Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
It was not, now, any suggestions born of uplifted hands that gave Hal
that faint misgiving. It was that growing doubt concerning the nature
of the man, and a consciousness that she was unduly pleased the treat
was actually to take place—a growing consciousness that in spite of the
doubt she cared more about seeing Sir Edwin Crathie than most men, with
a like recognition that this might seriously endanger her own peace of
mind.
It was all very well to go out together on a basis of good-fellowship
and mutual enjoyment, so long as neither cared anything beyond; but
what if this unmistakable attraction he exercised over her deepened and
widened? What if the commonplace, middle-class Hal Pritchard, secretary
and typist, fell in love with Sir Edwin Crathie, the Cabinet Minister,
and nephew of Lord St. Ives?
But she thrust the thought away, and apostrophised herself for a silly
goose, who deserved to get hurt if she had not more sense. Was he not
twice her age, and brilliantly clever (so his own party said), and so
obviously out of her range altogether that it would be sheer stupidity
to allow herself to feel anything beyond the frank fellow-ship they now
enjoyed? She insisted vigorously to herself that it would, and went off
to have dinner with Lorraine, who was once more delighting her London
audience nightly.
It was a curious thing which occured to both afterwards, that there had
been some indefinable change, observable in each to each, dating from
that particular evening.
Lorraine was more contentedly gay than she had been for some time—a
quiet, natural light-heartedness, born of some attainment that was
giving her joy. Hal was not clever enough to actually perceive this,
but she did perceive that a certain restless, anxious indecision of
manner and plans had passed away. For the time being Lorraine was happy
in a sense she had not been over her success. That Alymer Hermon had
anything to do with it never entered Hal’s head. She had treated the
whole matter of Lorraine’s attraction to him with the lightness that
seemed its only claim, and scarcely remembered it at all.
And yet, all the time, it was the young giant who was bringing the
soothing and restfulness into the actress’s storm-tossed life. He was
beginning to be with her constantly—to come to her with all his doings,
and his imagings, and his hopes. And, as she had suspected, natural or
unnatural, he was the companion of all others who gave her the most
pleasure at the time.
World-wearied and brain-wearied with her own unsatisfying successes,
she found a new interest in entering into his projects, and scheming
and dreaming for his future instead of her own.
She was quite open to herself about the probability that she would have
felt nothing of the kind had he been merely a giant, or had he been
plain. It was the rare, and indeed remarkable combination of such
physical attributes, with brains, and nobility and an utter absence of
all assumption.
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