Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
He was not unaware that Ethel probably suffered more, but her way of
showing it, or perhaps hiding it, appealed to him less. Instead of that
mute distress of unshed tears, her quiet eyes wore an inscrutable veil.
It was as if the anguish behind the veil were something too terrible
and too sacred to be looked upon by a workaday world; but Dudley only
knew that a wall of reserve was between him and her trouble.
And her firm, strong mouth had no engaging droop at the corners. It was
only if anything a little firmer, almost to sternness.
Dudley believed that Basil was dying at last, after his weary
martyrdom, and he believed that Ethel knew it; and in some vague way it
hurt him that she gave no sign, and refused to be drawn into any speech
concerning his increased weakness.
Doris, on the other hand, spoke of it in a faltering, tearful voice,
adding a little pitifully that it made it harder for her that Ethel was
so distant and unsympathetic.
In a sense the circumstances nonplussed Dudley altogether. Some inner
voice told him that such a depth of wondrous, unselfish devotion as
Ethel showed to her invalid brother could not live in the same heart
with hardness and want of sympathy; and yet there was the evidence of
the swimming, melting eyes and drooping lips of the younger sister left
out in the cold.
Perhaps it was unfortunate that on that very evening of Dudley’s visit
Ethel had come home rather earlier than her wont, to find Doris not yet
returned from her daily outing, and, in consequence, the fire out and
the sick man shivering with cold. He had looked so dreadfully ill that
she had hastened first to get some brandy to revive him, only to find
Doris had forgotten her promise to get the empty bottle replaced that
morning.
In desperation she had hastened to the other little flat on the same
floor, hoping its inmate might chance to have a little to lend.
The tenant was a lonely, harsh-featured spinster, who eked out a
precarious living by teaching music. Ethel knew her slightly, as a
gaunt woman who usually toiled up the stairs with a sort of scornful
weariness of herself and everything else.
She knew that because she was not fashionable, nor striking, nor
well-dressed, she taught mostly in rather second-rate schools, and
often had to take long journeys to her pupils, coming home tired and
worn at night to an empty, comfortless little dwelling, to light her
own fire and cook her own evening meal.
She knew, too, that she was a gentlewoman, the daughter of a poor
clergyman, left penniless, to fight a hard world alone. Had her own
home been happier, she would gladly have asked her to join them
sometimes; but the weight of Basil’s illness, and her own usual
condition of weariness, had left the invitation always unspoken.
“A little brandy,” the music-teacher echoed, with a quick note of
concern; “yes, I believe I have a drop. Is it your brother? Let me come
and see if I can help?”
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