Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
“Ah!…” she hesitated, then said to him, looking half-defiantly towards
Ethel: “Time after time, when I thought you were alone, I’ve wanted to
just look in and see if you were all right. But I didn’t like to.
People don’t take to me as a rule, and I’m… I’m… well, I’m not an
ingratiating sort of person, and I guessed, probably, you’d all rather
do without any help I had to give.”
“It was kind of you to think of us at all,” Ethel said, not quite sure
whether Basil would like her to come in or not.
“You guessed wrong,” was his answer. “_I_ think it would be very nice
of you to look in occasionally. It certainly seems rather absurd for
you to be all alone there, and I all alone here, when we both want a
little company. I’m sure the alphabet was not meant to be so
unsociable.”
“It just depends.”
She got up from her kneeling posture on the hearth, and stood, a
grotesque apparition enough, looking at him with her greenish,
nondescript eyes. Her hay-coloured hair was tightly drawn back from a
high, bulging forehead, her eyebrows were so light they scarcely showed
at all, while her nose, which started in a nice straight line, had
failed her at the last moment by suddenly taking an upward turn in an
utterly incongruous fashion. She had high cheek-bones, a parchment
skin, and a mouth that was not much more than a slit; the grotesque
effect of the whole being heightened by a long, thin neck, which she
made no effort to cover with a neat high collar, but accentuated by a
half-and-half untidily loose one.
She wore a cheap, ready-made blouse, with absurd little bows tacked on
down the front, which Ethel longed to abolish with one sweep, and her
skirt, which had shrunk considerably in front, sagged in a dejected
fashion behind.
Yet to Basil’s kindly eyes, there was something behind it all that was
attractive. For one thing, she was so eminently sincere. One felt she
had no delusions whatever, concerning her appearance or her oddities;
and though she looked out upon life with that scornful, resentful air,
she had yet a keener sense of humour and a clearer brain than most
women. Under different circumstances she might have been a success.
As it was, she appeared to have got into a wrong groove altogether,
and, unable to extricate herself, to have merely become an oddity.
Basil, from his couch, looked up at her with friendly eyes, and she
finished:
“One may want a little company, without wanting just any company.”
“You think you will find me even duller than nothing?” and his eyes
twinkled.
“You know I didn’t mean that. You are clever, and well-read, and
probably fastidious. I’m… well, you see what I am! and no good for
anything except trying to restrain horrible children from thumping till
they break the notes.”
“I thought you said you were a music-teacher?”
“That’s what they call it,” with a dry grimace; “but when I dare to be
honest, I have too much respect for music.”
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