Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
After all, what did he want with a wife for years to come, going along
so contentedly and placidly with his books and his thirst for
knowledge, and the peacefulness of their sojourn with Mrs. Carr? No
servant troubles, no housekeeping worries, no taxes, no gas and
electric-light bills; everything done for them, and for company each
other.
Oh, of course, it was all Doris’s doing. She wanted to get away from
the dingy flat and the poverty, and she had hit upon Dudley as a way
out.
Hal got up suddenly with a bursting feeling. Of course she did not even
love him, would not even try to change her nature to become more in
touch with his, would not trouble in the least what obstacles stood
between any real and deep understanding. Perhaps she was not even
capable of love, but in any case her affections could not have been
given to any one as quiet, and studious, and old-fashioned as Dudley.
She went to the window and threw it open that she might lean out and
breathe the open air. Her head burned and ached, and her eyes smarted
with a smouldering fire in her brain. She felt more and more how
entirely it must have been Doris’s doing. Doris had smiled at him, and
confided in him, and managed first to convey a pathetic picture of her
own loneliness, and then to suggest how happy her life might be with
him.
And of course Dudley was all chivalry at heart, and trusting, and
tender-hearted; that was one reason why he had always deplored her,
Hal’s, boyish independence and determination to fend for herself. He
did not understand the vigorous, enterprising, working woman.
Immersed in his books and his studies, he had allowed himself to be
influenced largely by caricatures, and by the noisy stir of the
platform woman. But he understood the Doris type, or thought he did,
and placed their engaging dependence before such spirited resolution as
her own and Ethel’s.
And how to help him? How, now, to thwart the carrying out of Doris’
cleverly carried scheme.
Her first thought was Ethel and Basil. She would go to them, and appeal
to them to help her.
And then she remembered that “blood is thicker than water.” How could
they thwart their own sister; and in any case what would Dudley ever
see in it but a persecution that would intensify his affection? One
hint that Doris was victimised, and she knew Dudley well enough to
realise he would only marry her the more quickly, whether he had
learned the truth or not.
Opposition of any sort would probably do far more harm than good at
present. There was nothing for it but to meet the blow with the best
face possible, and hope time might yet bring release.
Then her thoughts went back to Sir Edwin, and quite suddenly and
unaccountably she longed to tell him about it. He would be interested
for her sake, and he would cheer her up, and make her hopeful in spite
of herself.
And yet—
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