Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Undoubtedly Alymer was a well-selected mixture of both parents. To his
mother he owed his fine features and his power of resolve when he chose
to exert it; and to his father his splendid stature, his quiet little
humours, and the old-fashioned, courtly protectiveness that had so
quickly won Lorraine’s heart.
Yet it was a mixture that might have borne no practical results if left
to itself, but rather a retarding.
As Lorraine had so clearly seen, the spur of ambition, and a resolute
determination to succeed in other walks than that of the casual,
charming, petted favourite of fortune, were indispensable to bring his
traits into a harmony with each other that would achieve.
It was to this end that she had given him of her best encouragement and
help; too old and too wise not to have seen that whatever her own
personal feelings towards him, it was extremely probable that she had
helped him towards realising his highest promise, for some one else to
reap the deepest joy of it.
Well, at any rate she had had the interest and the companionship, and
these had not been small things. He had come into her life just when it
was wearying of triumph and adulation; when lovely frocks and jewels,
and hosts of admirers—the very things she had craved for a few years
earlier—had commenced to pall in the light of the little real
satisfaction to be won from them. With some women perhaps they never
palled. Perhaps each fresh conquest renewed them, and each fresh
triumph invigorated.
In Lorraine’s complex character, the love of success was blended with a
love of the deeper and richer things of life. She was of those to whom,
at times, wide spaces, and fresh breezes, and the big, sweeping,
elemental things call loudly, above the noise of the world of fashion;
and she knew what it was to be filled with an aching nausea of all she
had practically sold her soul to win, and a yearning _nostalgia_ for
something that might satisfy the finer instincts of her nature.
And in a measure her interest in Hermon had filled the void. Whatever
her feeling had been in the beginning, it had undoubtedly merged now
into a definite purpose for his good, from which she meant to
eliminate—if the time came when he wanted to be free of her—any claim
her heart might clamour to assert.
Her dealings with him were, for the time being, on a par with the
generous unselfishness she had shown towards her mother. For both of
them she found the courage and resolution to thrust herself in the
background and give of her best as the hour required.
If the friendship had been permitted to develop quietly along these
lines, a future day might have witnessed Lorraine quite naturally
outgrowing her infatuation, and happily satisfied with the result of
her unwearying interest and effort; while Hermon, from his proud
pinnacle of success, would still have felt her his best friend.
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