Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Again the quiet soothing of a prayer fell on her ears. She listened,
and heard the old priest praying God and the Holy Virgin to help her to
find the courage for the sacrifice her heart called for, that if she
were about to enter the presence of the Most High, she might take with
her the cleansing of repentance and a self-sacrificing spirit.
She lay still for some little time listening to the soft cadence of his
voice, and then she opened her eyes and looked at him with a full,
sweet look.
“I will do it, Father,” she said to him. “Perhaps, if God understands
everything, He will let my anguish of renunciation absolve that other
from all sin. It is the most I have to ask of all the powers in heaven
and earth.”
“The Holy Mother comfort you, my child,” he said; and with an earnest
benediction left her.
Then Lorraine motioned to the French nurse that she wanted her, and
gathering all her remaining strength asked for a telegraph form and
pencil. The nurse supported her in her arms, while with a trembling
hand she traced faintly the words of her message. It ran:
“Marked change for the better. No need for haste. Come in a few
days.—LORRAINE.”
It was addressed to Alymer Hermon, at The Middle Temple.
“Please take it now at once,” she said. She knew that the Frenchwoman
could not read English, and that Jean was not yet awake.
CHAPTER XLIV
In Alymer’s room at the Middle Temple he and Hal were making their
arrangements to catch the next boat.
The moment he had spoken his decision she had turned to him with a
swift expression of approval, but, for the rest, her manner was
somewhat curt and business-like, and showed little of the old
friendliness.
It made him feel that, as far as she was concerned, he had sinned past
forgiveness; and he knew with that unerring instinct that sometimes
illumines a wrong action, that she judged him harshly because she knew
he had not loved Lorraine with all his strength. How then could he ever
hope to tell her that one reason he had not loved Lorraine thus was
because, unconsciously, another woman had won his heart; further, that
that other woman was herself?
No; of course the day would never dawn when he would dare to tell her
that. An eternity separated them.
But he tried not to think of it now; to remember only that Lorraine,
his best friend and his benefactress, was dying, and that she had sent
Hal to fetch him to her side.
His face was very grave, and he looked white and ill as Hal explained
what time he must meet her at the station, but he gave no sign of
flinching; no triumph in the world could now weaken his resolution.
“Very well, that is all arranged,” said Hal, and at that moment there
was a knock at the door. Alymer crossed the room and opened it himself,
and was handed a telegram. He read it, looked for a moment as if he
could not grasp it, then, telling the bearer there was no reply, closed
the door, went back to Hal, and handed it to her without a word.
Hal read, half aloud:
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