Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
She glanced at him with slight alarm, and then at Alymer. Denton saw
the look and seemed surprised. Hal’s eyes asked Alymer what they were
to do. He spoke with an effort.
“I expect Miss Vivian would be glad to see so old and great a friend as
Lord Denton.”
“Of course she would,” he said decidedly—and to Hal:
“What time do we leave Charing Cross?”
Hal spoke very little on the journey. A nameless dread weighed on her
spirit, and a haunting fear for Lorraine. She was oppressed by a sense
of deep sadness for the brilliant, succesful woman she had loved since
her school days, who was now, after all her triumphs, alone in that
little foreign village, caught in a maze of tangles and perplexities
which offered no peaceful solution.
She could not understand Alymer’s part at all, but she was convinced
Lorraine’s absorbing devotion to him was not reciprocated in like
manner. If Lorraine learnt this as soon as she recovered, what did the
future hold for her again but more vain dreams, and bitter hopes that
could never see fulfilment?
She felt a little pitifully that life was very hard and difficult, even
when one had a fine courage and will to face it; and a leaden pall of
sorrow seemed to fold itself round her.
What of Dudley and his hopeless love? Ethel and her inconsolable grief?
Sir Edwin, and his secret bitterness? the gaunt music-teacher and her
barren, joyless life?
Across her mind passed some lines, that had a strong attraction for
her:
“So many gods, so many creeds,
so many paths that wind and wind,
And just the art of being kind
Is all the sad world needs.”
Ah! in truth it was a sad world first of all; a sad, sad world in need
of kindness and comfort. One could but go on trying to be kind, trying
to be strong.
It was the only thing in a life of pitfalls and easily made mistakes,
to just march straight forward—eyes front—and not let anything daunt
permanently. She felt, more profoundly than ever, it was not wise to
turn aside, looking to right and left, questioning overmuch of right
and wrong, probing into the actions of others.
Each human being was as a soldier in a vast army, and all were there
under the same colours, led by the same general, to bear, with what
courage they could, the fortunes of war. Two might be standing
together, and one be wounded and the other untouched; many disabled,
and many unhurt; some left on the field to die, others found and nursed
back to life.
But the soldier was not there to question. If a comrade fell, it was no
concern of his how he fell—his concern was to try and help him to
safety, then go back and fight again, undismayed if his place was but a
little insignificant one in the smoke and dust, unseen by any but a
near neighbour perhaps as insignificant as himself.
That was the true spirit of the great soldier, whether he was in the
ranks, lost in the smoke, or whether, on a magnificent charger, he led
gloriously for all the world to see.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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