Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
After a restless, troubled half-hour, she decided to go to her. She
remembered it was the evening Dudley usually spent at the Imperial
Institute, and she thought it almost certain Hal would be alone.
She dreaded going if Dudley was likely to be there, as the constraint
between them was a misery to her, but she believed he was obliged to be
out, remembering how he had always been engaged on Fridays during his
engagement, and she took her courage in her hands for Hal’s sake, and
went to the Bloomsbury rooms for the first time.
The maid who opened the door was just going out, and being somewhat
hurried, did not trouble to note whether she asked for Mr. Pritchard or
Miss Pritchard, merely standing for her to come in, and then showing
her into the sitting-room without properly announcing her, she hastened
away.
So Ethel unexpectedly found herself face to face with Dudley, alone.
He was so astonished, that for a moment he seemed unable to rise,
merely gazing at her with incredulous eyes, as if he thought he must be
dreaming.
For the past hour he had sat with a book on his knee, without having
read a line, for all the time his thoughts had been with her. He knew
she had returned that night to her empty, desolate home. He had sent
the flowers up himself, to try and mitigate the emptiness and lack of
welcome.
He had longed to go to the station to meet her, if only to look after
her luggage and see her safely into a cab. He hated to think of her
arriving alone, and departing alone to that empty flat. His utter
helplessness to do anything for her, when all his soul ached to do all,
tore at his heart, and thrust mercilessly upon him again and again his
blindness and folly in the past.
And then suddenly, in the midst of it, without any warning, she stood
there in the room, looking at him with startled, abashed eyes.
No wonder, with a sense of non-comprehension, joy leapt to his own,
transforming the white, unhappy gravity of his face to swift,
questioning eagerness; while at the same time he breathed tensely,
“Ethel!… you!”
It was the first time he had ever used her Christian name, and in spite
of her confusion she could not fail to hear the ring of gladness, of
intense, almost unbelievable joy.
It sent the blood rushing to her white cheeks, and made her heart beat
wildly. She moved forward a little unsteadily.
“I saw about Miss Vivian’s death today, and I was afraid Hal would be
all alone fretting… so I came to see—”
She broke off. Something like a sudden appeal in his eyes was unnerving
her.
Dudley only heard vaguely what she said.
As she came forward he had seen that she was rather overcome; he had
seen the quick scarlet in her face, followed by a striking parlor, and
the bewildered surprise in her eyes.
What was it Hal had said that evening before she left? He could not
remember, but he knew it meant that she did not think Ethel indifferent
to him as he believed.
He knew she had meant more, but he had not dared to dwell upon it.
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