Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
“I was thinking of you when you came. I am always thinking of you. My
whole life is like a long thought of you. I was afraid it would never
become any more. Since I grew to know myself better, it has never
seemed possible any one like you could care for such as I.”
She gave him her other hand confidingly.
“I think I have always cared, Dudley. Beside Basil, there has never
been any one else who counted very much at all.”
It was good to be sitting there together by a fireside. So good indeed
that it swept everything away that had stood between them, with swift,
generous sweeping. There had been nothing real in the barrier, scarcely
anything that needed explaining, only the foolish imaginings of two
hearts that had become imbued with wrong impressions.
“I thought I loved Doris,” he told her, still caressing her hand; “but
afterwards it was like a pale fancy to my love for you.”
“I was terrified lest she should wreck both your lives,” She answered.
“She cared so much for money, and the things money can buy. Without it,
she might have grown bitter and hard and reckless. With it, she wil
grow kinder, I think. She felt Basil’s death very much. She shed the
most genuine tears she has ever shed in her life. Dudley, if Basil had
known that this was coming, it would have been a great comfort to him.”
“He did know.”
“He knew!…” in surprise. “How could he?”
“I told him. I saw he was fretting very much about you, and I guessed
what was in his mind. I told him I loved you better than my life; and
he said: ‘Thank God, it will all come right some day.’”
“Ah, I am glad that he knew. Dear Basil, dear Basil. If he had been
less splendid, Dudley, I think I should have taken my own life when he
died and left me alone. But in the face of courage like his, one could
not be a coward.”
Later Dudley took her home. At the door he asked her pleadingly:
“May I came in for a moment? I want to see the flat as it looks now.”
She led the way, and they stood together in the little sitting-room
where Basil had lived and died, and where Dudley’s flowers now shed a
fragrance of welcome.
She buried her face in the delicate petals, with memories, and
thoughts, and feelings too deep for words.
“It feels almost as if his spirit were here with us now,” he said
softly. “He was so sure he was only going to a grander and wider life.
I think he must have been right; and that tonight he _knows_.”
Tears were in her eyes again. The loss was so recent still—the memory
so painful. He drew her to him, and kissed them away.
“That night, Ethel, that first, terrible night when you were alone, it
nearly killed me to have to go away and leave you, to feel I could not
do anything at all. You must let me comfort you doubly now to make up
for it. You must come to me quickly.” She smiled softly, and he added:
“It would have been Basil’s wish, too. He hated the office as much as I
do. Tell them tomorrow that you’re not coming any more.”
Her smile deepened at his boyishness.
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