Female friendship -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
“Ah, I can’t pass that. You were never even remotely in sight of
falling in love with me. And you know what Kipling says: ‘Love’s like
line-work; you can’t stand still, you must go backward or forward.’ You
don’t propose to take my advice and run away from it?”
“Not before I am sure there is danger, anyhow.”
They were silent some moments, then she asked him:
“Do men ever run away, Flip?... My experience has been that the average
man always has a good try to get what he wants, without much
consideration for outside things, or for youth, or for harm.”
“That’s because beautiful women necessarily come up against the worst
in men. It is their fate: one of the balancing conditions perhaps to
make things more even with the less-favoured women.”
“I suppose great beauty generally undoes a woman. Is it the same with
men too? It seems a pity when Nature produces anything beautiful she
should not guard it better—beautiful flowers, beautiful birds,
beautiful creatures all ravished the quickest; while the little,
comfortable daisies, and sparrows, and homely people go serenely on
unharmed.”
He did not reply, and they sped along in the understanding silence they
were both so fond of.
Denton was thinking, as a man may, of various pretty faces that had
been the undoing of their owners, and wondering a little dimly and
confusedly about the paradoxical contrariness of Nature, who gives a
man his strongest desires nearly always towards forbidden ends. Why
create a beautiful thing, and then create a longing for it, and then
probably descend in wrath upon both heads which did but follow the bent
she herself had given them?
Lorraine was wondering a little bitterly why a man may taste forbidden
fruit again and again and go unpunished; and why a woman, so often set
amid sterner temptations, was yet left so strangely unprotected: the
one so quickly able to put an incident aside, and seek fresh fields for
conquest; the other so terribly liable to be branded for life in that
same incident.
It made a bitterness surge up in her soul for her own unprotected
girlhood and struggling youth; and for all they had brought her to
learn of the tree of knowledge. No doubt she had been callous enough
about it at the time; eager only to dare, and triumph, and achieve; but
how should it have been otherwise, since no kindly guiding hand had
told her she was wasting her powers and her substance to achieve an end
that would never satisfy her soul?
Did she even know she had a soul that would presently crave a
satisfaction found only among the higher and better things, and turn
away with infinite scorn from the petty triumphs of an hour or a day?
Well, she had fought her fight with the rest, and triumphed greatly in
the world’s eyes; and now she must abide by the path she had chosen,
and glean the best satisfaction she could out of it.
And yet—
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