Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
During the six waiting weeks there had been little of love making
between Sue and Sam. They had talked instead, or, going into the country
or to the parks, had walked under the trees consumed with a curious
eager passion of suspense. The idea she had given him in the park grew
in Sam’s brain. To live for the young things that would presently come
to them, to be simple, direct, and natural, like the trees or the
beasts of the field, and then to have the native honesty of such a life
illuminated and ennobled by a mutual intelligent purpose to make their
young something finer and better than the things in Nature by the
intelligent use of their own good minds and bodies. In the shops and
on the streets the hurrying men and women took on a new significance to
him. He wondered what secret mighty purpose might be in their lives,
and read a newspaper report of an engagement or a marriage with a little
jump of the heart. He looked at the girls and the women at work over
the typewriting machines in the office, with questioning eyes, asking
himself why they did not seek marriage openly and determinedly, and
saw a healthy single woman as so much wasted material, as a machine
for producing healthy new life standing idle and unused in the great
workshop of the universe. “Marriage is a port, a beginning, a point of
departure, from which men and women go forth upon the real voyage of
life,” he told Sue one evening as they walked in the park. “All that
goes before is but a preparation, a building. The pains and the triumphs
of all unmarried people are but the good oak planks being driven into
place to make the vessel fit for the real voyage.” Or, again, one night
when they were in a rowboat on the lagoon in the park and all about
them in the darkness was the plash of oars in the water, the screams of
excited girls, and the sound of voices calling, he let the boat float in
against the shores of a little island and crept along the boat to kneel,
with his head in her lap and whisper, “It is not the love of a woman
that grips me, Sue, but the love of life. I have had a peep into the
great mystery. This--this is why we are here--this justifies us.”
Now that she sat beside him, her shoulder against his own, being carried
away with him into darkness and privacy, the personal side of his love
for her ran through Sam like a flame and, turning, he drew her head down
upon his shoulder.
“Not yet, Sam,” she whispered, “not with these hundreds of people
sleeping and drinking and thinking and going about their affairs almost
within touch of our hands.”
They got up and walked along the swaying deck. Out of the north the
clean wind called to them, the stars looked down upon them, and in the
darkness in the bow of the boat they parted for the night silently,
speechless with happiness and with a dear, unmentioned secret between
them.
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