Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
When one of the young women workers came into the room, they sat up and
seemed for the moment interested. Once Sam heard a group of them
talking of these women workers on a landing in a darkened stairway. The
experience startled Sam and he dropped the class, admitting to Sue
his failure and his lack of interest and bowing his head before her
accusation of a lack of the love of men.
Later by the fire in his own room he tried to draw for himself a moral
from the experience.
“Why should I love these men?” he asked himself. “They are what I might
have been. Few of the men I have known have loved me and some of the
best and cleanest of them have worked vigorously for my defeat. Life is
a battle in which few men win and many are defeated and in which hate
and fear play their part with love and generosity. These heavy-featured
young men are a part of the world as men have made it. Why this protest
against their fate when we are all of us making more and more of them
with every turn of the clock?”
During the next year, after the fiasco of the settlement house class,
Sam found himself drifting more and more rapidly away from Sue and her
new viewpoint of life. The growing gulf between them showed itself in a
thousand little household acts and impulses, and every time he looked at
her he thought her more apart from him and less a part of the real
life that went on within him. In the old days there had been something
intimate and familiar in her person and in her presence. She had seemed
like a part of him, like the room in which he slept or the coat he wore
on his back, and he had looked into her eyes as thoughtlessly and with
as little fear of what he might find there as he looked at his own
hands. Now when his eyes met hers they dropped, and one or the other of
them began talking hurriedly like a person who has a consciousness of
something he must conceal.
Down town Sam took up anew his old friendship and intimacy with Jack
Prince, going with him to clubs and drinking places and often spending
evenings among the clever, money-wasting young men who laughed and made
deals and talked their way through life at Jack’s side. Among these
young men a business associate of Jack’s caught his attention and in a
few weeks an intimacy had sprung up between Sam and this man.
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