Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
He began to think of the quest on which he had started and had keen
satisfaction in the thought of what he should do.
“I will begin all over and come up to Truth through work,” he told
himself. “I will leave the money hunger behind me, and if it returns I
will come back here to Chicago and see my fortune piled up and the men
rushing about the banks and the stock exchange and the court they pay to
such fools and brutes as I have been, and that will cure me.”
Into the Illinois Central Station he went, a strange spectacle. A
smile came to his lips as he sat on a bench along the wall between an
immigrant from Russia and a small plump farmer’s wife who held a banana
in her hand and gave bites of it to a rosy-cheeked babe lying in her
arms. He, an American multimillionaire, a man in the midst of his
money-making, one who had realised the American dream, to have sickened
at the feast and to have wandered out of a fashionable club with a bag
in his hand and a roll of bills in his pocket and to have come on this
strange quest--to seek Truth, to seek God. A few years of the fast
greedy living in the city, that had seemed so splendid to the Iowa boy
and to the men and women who had lived in his town, and then a woman had
died lonely and in want in that Iowa town, and half across the continent
a fat blustering old man had shot himself in a New York hotel, and here
he sat.
Leaving his bag in the care of the farmer’s wife, he walked across the
room to the ticket window and standing there watched the people with
definite destinations in mind come up, lay down money, and taking their
tickets go briskly away. He had no fear of being known. Although his
name and his picture had been upon the front pages of Chicago newspapers
for years, he felt so great a change within himself from just the
resolution he had taken that he had no doubt of passing unnoticed.
A thought struck him. Looking up and down the long room filled with
its strangely assorted clusters of men and women a sense of the great
toiling masses of people, the labourers, the small merchants, the
skilled mechanics, came over him.
“These are the Americans,” he began telling himself, “these people with
children beside them and with hard daily work to be done, and many
of them with stunted or imperfectly developed bodies, not Crofts, not
Morrison and I, but these others who toil without hope of luxury and
wealth, who make up the armies in times of war and raise up boys and
girls to do the work of the world in their turn.”
He fell into the line moving toward the ticket window behind a
sturdy-looking old man who carried a box of carpenter tools in one hand
and a bag in the other, and bought a ticket to the same Illinois town to
which the old man was bound.
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