Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Sam wanted to get away from the unhealthy, hungry look he had seen in
the eyes of the men and women. His mind began working on this side of
the lives of great numbers of people in the cities--of the men and
women on the street corner, of the woman who from the security of a safe
marriage had once thrown a challenge into his eyes as they sat together
in the theatre, and of the thousand little incidents in the lives of
all modern city men and women. He wondered how much that eager, aching
hunger stood in the way of men’s getting hold of life and living it
earnestly and purposefully, as he wanted to live it, and as he felt all
men and women wanted at bottom to live it. When he was a boy in
Caxton he was more than once startled by the flashes of brutality and
coarseness in the speech and actions of kindly, well-meaning men; now
as he walked in the streets of the city he thought that he had got past
being startled. “It is a quality of our lives,” he decided. “American
men and women have not learned to be clean and noble and natural, like
their forests and their wide, clean plains.”
He thought of what he had heard of London, and of Paris, and of other
cities of the old world; and following an impulse acquired through his
lonely wanderings, began talking to himself.
“We are no finer nor cleaner than these,” he said, “and we sprang from
the big clean new land through which I have been walking all these
months. Will mankind always go on with that old aching, queerly
expressed hunger in its blood, and with that look in its eyes? Will
it never shrive itself and understand itself, and turn fiercely and
energetically toward the building of a bigger and cleaner race of men?”
“It won’t unless you help,” came the answer from some hidden part of
him.
Sam fell to thinking of the men who write, and of those who teach, and
he wondered why they did not, all of them, talk more thoughtfully of
vice, and why they so often spent their talents and their energies in
futile attacks upon some phase of life, and ended their efforts toward
human betterment by joining or promoting a temperance league, or
stopping the playing of baseball on Sunday.
As a matter of fact were not many writers and reformers unconsciously
in league with the procurer, in that they treated vice and profligacy as
something, at bottom, charming? He himself had seen none of this vague
charm.
“For me,” he reflected, “there have been no François Villons or Sapphos
in the tenderloins of American cities. There have been instead only
heart-breaking disease and ill health and poverty, and hard brutal faces
and torn, greasy finery.”
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