Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
The girl had not been much known in the Rhode Island village, being shy
and reticent. She had kept the house clean and helped the captain in
the garden. When her parents were dead she had found herself alone with
thirty-seven hundred dollars in the bank and the little home, and had
married a young man who was a clerk in a railroad office, and sold the
house to move to Kansas City. The big flat country frightened her. Her
life there had been unsuccessful. She had been lonely for the hills
and the water of her New England village, and she was, by nature,
undemonstrative and unemotional, so that she did not get much hold of
her husband. He had undoubtedly married her for the little hoard and, by
various devices, began getting it from her. A son had been born, for a
time her health broke badly, and she discovered through an accident that
her husband was spending her money in dissipation among the women of the
town.
“There wasn’t any use wasting words when I found he didn’t care for me
or for the baby and wouldn’t support us, so I left him,” she said in a
level, businesslike way.
When she came to count up, after she had got clear of her husband and
had taken a course in stenography, there was one thousand dollars of her
savings left and she felt pretty safe. She took a position and went to
work, feeling well satisfied and happy. And then came the trouble with
her hearing. She began to lose places and finally had to be content with
a small salary, earned by copying form letters for a mail order medicine
man. The boy she put out with a capable German woman, the wife of a
gardener. She paid four dollars a week for him and there was clothing
to be bought for herself and the boy. Her wage from the medicine man was
seven dollars a week.
“And so,” she said, “I began going on the street. I knew no one and
there was nothing else to do. I couldn’t do that in the town where the
boy lived, so I came away. I’ve gone from city to city, working mostly
for patent medicine men and filling out my income by what I earned in
the streets. I’m not naturally a woman who cares about men and not many
of them care about me. I don’t like to have them touch me with their
hands. I can’t drink as most of the girls do; it sickens me. I want to
be left alone. Perhaps I shouldn’t have married. Not that I minded my
husband. We got along very well until I had to stop giving him money.
When I found where it was going it opened my eyes. I felt that I had to
have at least a thousand dollars for the boy in case anything happened
to me. When I found there wasn’t anything to do but just go on the
streets, I went. I tried doing other work, but hadn’t the strength, and
when it came to the test I cared more about the boy than I did about
myself--any woman would. I thought he was of more importance than what I
wanted.
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