Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
As he stood in the street Sam could hear her laboured asthmatic
breathing as she climbed the stairs to her room. Half way up she stopped
and waved her hand at him. The thing was awkwardly done and boyish.
Sam had a feeling that he should like to get a gun and begin shooting
citizens in the streets. He stood in the lighted city looking down the
long deserted street and thought of Mike McCarthy in the jail at Caxton.
Like Mike, he lifted up his voice in the night.
“Are you there, O God? Have you left your children here on the earth
hurting each other? Do you put the seed of a million children in a man,
and the planting of a forest in one tree, and permit men to wreck and
hurt and destroy?”
CHAPTER VI
One morning, at the end of his second year of wandering, Sam got out
of his bed in a cold little hotel in a mining village in West Virginia,
looked at the miners, their lamps in their caps, going through the dimly
lighted streets, ate a portion of leathery breakfast cakes, paid his
bill at the hotel, and took a train for New York. He had definitely
abandoned the idea of getting at what he wanted through wandering about
the country and talking to chance acquaintances by the wayside and in
villages, and had decided to return to a way of life more befitting his
income.
He felt that he was not by nature a vagabond, and that the call of the
wind and the sun and the brown road was not insistent in his blood.
The spirit of Pan did not command him, and although there were certain
spring mornings of his wandering days that were like mountain tops in
his experience of life, mornings when some strong, sweet feeling ran
through the trees, and the grass, and the body of the wanderer, and when
the call of life seemed to come shouting and inviting down the wind,
filling him with delight of the blood in his body and the thoughts in
his brain, yet at bottom and in spite of these days of pure joy he was,
after all, a man of the towns and the crowds. Caxton and South Water
Street and LaSalle Street had all left their marks on him, and so,
throwing his canvas jacket into a corner of the room in the West
Virginia hotel, he returned to the haunts of his kind.
In New York he went to an uptown club where he owned a membership and
into the grill where he found at breakfast an actor acquaintance named
Jackson.
Sam dropped into a chair and looked about him. He remembered a visit he
had made there some years before with Webster and Crofts and felt again
the quiet elegance of the surroundings.
“Hello, Moneymaker,” said Jackson, heartily. “Heard you had gone to a
nunnery.”
Sam laughed and began ordering a breakfast that made Jackson’s eyes open
with astonishment.
“You, Mr. Elegance, would not understand a man’s spending month after
month in the open air seeking a good body and an end in life and then
suddenly changing his mind and coming back to a place like this,” he
observed.
Jackson laughed and lighted a cigarette.
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