Bildungsromans; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
unknown, eating rank food, sleeping overmuch, and sitting through
summer afternoons rocking in chairs and looking at people passing in the
street. In the end they die full of faith, hoping for a life to come.
Sam stood upon the road fearing the attacks these women were now making
on Mary Underwood. The moon coming up, threw its light on the fields
that lay beside the road and brought out their early spring nakedness
and he thought them dreary and hideous, like the faces of the women that
had been marching through his mind. He drew his overcoat about him and
shivered as he went on, the mud splashing him and the raw night air
aggravating the dreariness of his thoughts. He tried to revert to the
assurance of the days before his mother’s illness and to get again the
strong belief in his own destiny that had kept him at the money making
and saving and had urged him to the efforts to rise above the level of
the man who bred him. He didn’t succeed. The feeling of age that had
settled upon him in the midst of the people mourning over the body of
his mother came back, and, turning, he went along the road toward the
town, saying to himself: “I will go and talk to Mary Underwood.”
While he waited on the veranda for Mary to open the door, he decided
that after all a marriage with her might lead to happiness. The half
spiritual, half physical love of woman that is the glory and mystery of
youth was gone from him. He thought that if he could only drive from her
presence the fear of the faces that had been coming and going in his own
mind he would, for his own part, be content to live his life as a worker
and money maker, one without dreams.
Mary Underwood came to the door wearing the same heavy long coat she had
worn on that other night and taking her by the hand Sam led her to the
edge of the veranda. He looked with content at the pine trees before
the house, thinking that some benign influence must have guided the hand
that planted them there to stand clothed and decent amid the barrenness
of the land at the end of winter.
“What is it, boy?” asked the woman, and her voice was filled with
anxiety. The maternal passion again glowing in her had for days coloured
all her thoughts, and with all the ardour of an intense nature she had
thrown herself into her love of Sam. Thinking of him, she felt in fancy
the pangs of birth, and in her bed at night relived with him his boyhood
in the town and built again her plans for his future. In the day time
she laughed at herself and said tenderly, “You are an old fool.”
Brutally and frankly Sam told her of the thing he had heard on the
station platform, looking past her at the pine trees and gripping the
veranda rail. From the dead land there came again the smell of the new
growth as it had come to him on the road before the revelation at the
railroad station.
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