Villages -- England -- Fiction; Yorkshire (England) -- Fiction
"You are too generous, I fear. I should like to think that my motives
were so pure, but----"
"What is motive? Motive is what excites to action. Your motive was
not less pure because it was intuitive and unrecognised. But let me
ask you: What idea are you disposed to think you left unaccomplished?
What object ought you to have pursued?"
I thought a moment before I replied: "It seems to me that when there is
so much sin and suffering in the world we should try to alleviate it,
and to remedy the wrongs from which so much of it springs. And from
these things I fled, though I knew that the labourers were few."
"You fled from the devil, did you? And you found Windyridge a Paradise
from which he was barred!"
I remained silent.
"London has no monopoly of sin and suffering. Evil has not a merely
local habitation. If it was a wile of the devil to remove you out of
his way it has been singularly unsuccessful, I conclude, for I
understand you have found him vigorously at work here all the time.
Have you then discovered no opportunities of service and usefulness in
the wilderness?"
"If happiness is gained by administering it to others," said the squire
with some emotion; "if to break up the hard ground of the heart and sow
in it the seed of peace is to defeat the devil and his aims, then has
Miss Holden reached her ideal and earned her happiness. I told her a
year ago that the devil was a familiar presence in this village, but I
thank God, as others do and have done, that she has helped to thwart
him."
Perhaps I ought not to write all this down, for it has the savour of
vanity and conceit, but I do not see how I can well avoid doing so.
There are times when the heart speaks rather than the judgment, and the
squire's heart is very warm towards me; and though I would not doubt
his sincerity it is certain that he is not impartial where I am
concerned.
The Cynic looked pleased. "I quite agree, sir," he said; "Miss Holden
has used her opportunities--not simply those which presented
themselves, but those which she has sought and found, which is higher
service. Hence, I conclude that the policy of her subconscious self
has been justified, and that she is absolved from any charge of
selfishness."
"Really, Philip!" said the vicar's wife, "your eloquence has almost
deprived me of the power of speech, which you will acknowledge is no
mean achievement. I thought I was appointed counsel for the defence
and that you were to prefer the indictment and prove Miss Holden guilty
of some heinous crime. _My_ office has been a sinecure, for a better
piece of special pleading for the defence I have never listened to."
"I must be fair at all costs," he replied; "Miss Holden had no
misgivings, I imagine, when she came here at first. Doubts arose, as
they so often do with the conscientious, when the venture prospered.
The martyr spirit distrusts itself when there is no sign of rack and
faggot. I seek now to reveal Miss Holden to herself."
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