Winefred: A Story of the Chalk CliffsBaring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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Winefred: A Story of the Chalk Cliffs
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
English fiction
If she got into conversation with her father about the past he was
certain to mention to her, in self-exculpation, how that her mother had
haughtily, resentfully refused assistance from him; how that from the
day that he left her she had not accepted a stiver from him.
When Winefred learned this she would at once ask, whence then came the
money that had enabled her mother to purchase the Undercliff, and to
send her to be educated in a private family of some pretensions?
And Winefred was not one to leave such a question unanswered. She would
work at it till she had arrived at a satisfactory explanation. When
the girl discovered that no money had been transmitted to her mother
from Mr. Holwood, her mind would at once fasten on the rumours that
circulated relative to what her mother had done. She could come to no
other possible conclusion save that there was some good ground for the
suspicion so generally entertained.
That Winefred did resent such an appropriation of the savings of a dead
man Jane could understand, but not why she did not accept those excuses
for it with which Jane salved her own conscience. The fable about the
murder of her brother at the instigation of Job Rattenbury, and that of
her father having been defrauded of his legitimate gains by the same
man, she had accepted as certain truths, and clung to them as such with
tenacity.
She had not that sharpness of vision in the matter of right and wrong,
nor that fineness of texture of conscience that had Winefred. Like a
vast number of other people, any pretext served as an excuse for the
commission of a wrong; a colourable pretext was the cocaine with which
moral sensation was benumbed. Various causes had combined to make
Winefred high principled as she was.
Unquestionably there was natural downrightness in her character from
the outstart; this had been accentuated by her work in selecting and
polishing stones for the lapidary. Too often had she been deceived by a
pebble that promised well, and which only after laborious grinding and
smoothing had revealed itself to be worthless. This had contributed to
foster in her resentment against an exterior that did not correspond
with what was within. She had been obliged to deal with shifty
personages, and had seen through their evasions. Further, she had
enjoyed that supreme advantage of having been taught in a dame's school
where the two duties were made the basis of all instruction, and the
mind was educated instead of being taught.
But it was not trouble of mind concerning Winefred that alone allowed
Jane Marley no rest. There was a something indescribable, sensible but
inexplicable, that set all her nerves in a tingle, that impressed her
with a feeling of insecurity.
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