For an hour I sat motionless, fearing to awake her. Finally one of my
legs went to sleep, and soon my other leg. Yet it was a welcome
discomfort because endured for her. And I suppose the numbness must
eventually have crept the length of my body, for, I, too, slept;
awaking, I did not know how much later, to find her gone.
Then I stumbled back to my lean-to, but did not go inside. This was not
the night, nor mine the mood, to shut high heaven from my eyes, my
thoughts, the lambent flame of my love? So I chose the open, and lay on
my back gazing up into the silhouetted palm fronds, catching glimpses of
a star that here or there peeped through at me, steeping my thoughts in
solitude.
For it was that hushed hour of betwixt and between, when crickets,
tree-toads and other little creatures of the darkness have wearied
themselves to rest; yet also before the daylight life has stirred from
its own deep sleep. The silent hour, this is; the one hour in the round
of time when nature seems to be absolutely poised in breathless space;
when the pendulum of night hangs dead, and dawn is still a great way
over the hill. I shared its mysticism, feeling also a rich contentment
that she, too, was lying near me somewhere in this same solitude;
dreaming, with her cheek upon her arm; her hair kissed by the same dew
that cooled my face. I could not, of course, reach out my hand and touch
her, but the path led straight; and along this now my heart went
begging--impoverished rascal! He went on tiptoe, begging; while I
continued to watch for the elusive star, and my soul looked into the
level eyes of God.
CHAPTER XXI
PLANTING A MEMORY
A searching look next morning over the prairie revealed no sign of
enemies, or of Smilax. Somewhat thoughtful over his continued absence I
went to the kitchen and laid the fire, but did not light it because our
stock of buttonwood had become reduced to a few small sticks and scraps
that would scarcely more than cook one meal, and the use of other woods
might at this time be an unwise experiment. So with an eye to prudence I
withheld the match until Her Serene Highness should arrive.
When she did not come nor answer to my call, I set out to see what might
have detained her, conscious of a vague dread yet not seriously giving
in to it; but, after visiting the fort, this grew into an unreasoning
fear, and I began to run. It seemed so easy now to understand how some
of Efaw Kotee's henchmen could have discovered us, slipped up during the
night and overpowered her! What had been a remote possibility yesterday,
to-day grew into a certainty. With this obsession torturing me I dashed
across the Oasis, finally coming out of the forest at its extreme
eastern tip.
Then I saw her but a few yards away. Perhaps the brisk wind, rustling
the palms and prairie grass, drowned the noise of my impetuous rush, for
she did not turn.
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