"Oh, the magnanimous courage of a woman's devotion!" I stopped and
looked at her. "It's always the same, irrespective of tribe and nation.
She's dauntless, world-defying, utterly self-sacrificing. I hope to
God, Doloria, that you won't be among those who squeeze their hearts
dry! You've lived away from the world and may not know how plentiful
these are; but no day passes without its toll of some woman being
silently crucified in her losing fight to save a besotted biped--the
lord of her earthly temple. It's only by a streak of luck when their
stage is cleared, as Echochee's was!"
"That may be all right for clearing the stage," she murmured, "but it
doesn't heal the hearts of those who were made to suffer."
I had not fathomed the penetration of her sympathy, being satisfied, man
like, to let a swift revenge wipe the slate. She seemed to be
contemplating what I had said, and when she again spoke her voice was
tender as though it had come unbidden from a wistful reverie.
"I suppose you're right, Jack. The world I've known, only through books,
must be full of such cruelties. I rather dread having to go into it. It
seems a pity that I can't always live in--in----" then, with a smile,
she asked: "Do you ever dream? I don't mean when you're asleep, but
awake--wide awake?"
"I rather think I'm dreaming now," I admitted, for a great contentment
had fallen about us as we walked beneath the solemn trees.
The silence that followed was again stirred by her voice, saying:
"You mustn't think me childish, but I've always had a secret gateway to
a place--my Secret world--where everything is make-believe, and nothing
can be but truth and beauty. Often when Echochee was tiresome, or I was
tired, I used to slip away and go there."
"I wish you'd take me--won't you?"
"Oh, I can't," she quickly answered, stooping for a flower in our path,
holding it in both hands and leaning her face above it.
"Yes," at last I said, "I've a place like that; but I don't know whether
I live there in make-believe, or throwing off the make-believe we have
to wear in the world you're going to, I live honestly with myself. If
you won't take me to yours, sometime maybe you'll come to mine!"
Now, I had no intention of making love to her. We were talking only
about secret worlds and day-dreams.
"I'm afraid it might be difficult," she answered, dropping the flower
and walking a shade more slowly. "Our lives--yours and mine--are cast
along such opposite lines, it seems!"
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