"My conscience decided that--it had no choice; every claim has been
weighed--accurately." Her voice trembled a little, and I thought she was
trying to make it harsh. "He said that you and I were thrown out from
separate spheres, opposite poles. By chance our orbits happened to
cross, and you rendered me this tremendous service. But it was only a
part of the foreordination--only to make my path easier to a greater
duty ahead, a greater destiny to be fulfilled. Now this commands--he
says. The call of my birthright has come, and I must answer. He says
that neither of us will mind it in a little while, as memories
pa--pass." She wavered at last, and again turned away her face.
"But you don't believe that stuff?" I cried.
"Oh, his words are so unanswerable--when he speaks them! Then he has the
authority to command me!"
"They're not unanswerable," I said hotly. "_You_ haven't weighed our
happiness against this unknown voice of your people, your birthright--he
did it for you! His cold logic read the scales--not your heart or your
conscience! He's built a wall around you like a cistern, and you can't
see out. If it was ordained for us to face death, then by the same law
we've got to face life! Sweetheart, don't you see what I mean?"
"I've seen all that from the beginning, dear," she murmured, putting one
hand on my hair and stroking it. "But nothing can prevail against what
you call his cold logic. He's certain that he's right, and he has the
power to make me go."
"Oh, if I only had the brains to out-argue him!" My voice choked, and I
bowed my head in her lap.
For a while we were silent. Her hand continued to stroke my hair, and
soon her fingers strayed to my temple and gently pressed it--as if she
knew that my head burned and ached, and wanted to make it well.
"You don't have to argue, always my own," I heard her whisper. "There's
something stronger than words pleading for you."
I looked up quietly, saying:
"Let's run away to-night! Let's have another rescue, and go back to our
Oasis----" But she stopped me by putting her hand over my mouth,
although she was breathing fast and the color had flown to her cheeks.
"Don't, don't," she gasped. "I've thought of that so many times!"
"To-night," I begged. "You know I'll always make you happy?"
"Happy?" Her eyes, half closed, held mine with a look that did not try
to hide its longing. "There'd be no happiness on earth like that of
being entirely yours at our Oasis!"
"Then, sweetheart----"
"No, Jack," she now sat straighter. "I was dreaming. Besides, he'd
follow with every officer in Florida. Don't you understand, dear, that
he has the _right_? I'm helpless to refuse! I can't--possibly! It's
simply awful, but it's got to be."
Yet I believed that she had been on the point of yielding, and was about
to urge still further when Monsieur's voice, speaking to Echochee,
brought me to my feet.
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