We sometimes discover that gifted women are over-consciously aware
of the effect which they produce. While we admire the iris on the
peacock's neck, a bridling runs through it as if to set the colors in a
better light, and our attention is divided by the motion. The orator's
greatest gift is self-absorption. It strips his person to clothe his
thought. His morals seem to gather luminosity out of the air, to become
visible to men. The moment that the speaker listens to his own words,
and snatches time between them to make the audience captive to his
little private ovation, the people are less absorbed, begin to study
the cut of his garments, and nod to each other how well they fit. Then
the thought that was beginning to condense goes back like Ariel to
the elements. When a woman's excellence reads on our faces that it is
delightful, and begins also to be delighted, it throws a shadow: as we
stand in it she seems less chaste than we thought her. All of Portia's
talents share the inviolable reserve of her person, which seems to
convey its modesty into the unspoken thought. How adorable is her
humility!--
"You see me, Lord Bassanio, where I stand,
... an unlesson'd girl, unschool'd, unpractis'd:
Happy in this, she is not yet so old
But she may learn; and happier than this,
She is not bred so dull but she can learn;
Happiest of all, in that her gentle spirit
Commits itself to yours to be directed,
As from her lord, her governor, her king."
Does this language seem to you slavish and old-fashioned? And do you,
madam, declare that you never saw the man yet for whom you would so
demean yourself? Then I shall know that just at present you are not in
love. Perhaps you never have been; for it is the perfect language of
a woman's first hours which follow love's declaration, when she feels
that her life and soul are to be made complete by marriage. She storms
herself with questions never before suggested. What could he see in
her? What has she got with which to repay this exquisite flattery, this
shuddering delight at being summoned out of millions of her sex? The
first impulse is to spill the soul in a libation to the deity of the
hour: let the whole of it drench my lover; let me not dare to reserve a
portion to teach me a first selfish lesson. All, all is yours, my king!
Come, drain it at the chalice of my lips!
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