Africa, West -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
He handed the letter to Joseph and leant back with a strange rapidity
of movement on the sofa. As he lay there with his eyes closed he looked
remarkably like a dead man.
While Joseph was reading the letter the sound of bare feet on the
cocoa-leaf matting made him turn round.
A small, rotund white figure of a child, clad in a cotton garment, stood
in the doorway, finger in mouth, gazing gravely at the two occupants of
the room.
“Nestorius!” exclaimed Joseph, “by all that's holy! Well, I AM glad to
see you, my son. Where's Mammy, eh?”
Nestorius turned gravely round and pointed a small dusky finger in the
direction of the servants' quarters. Then he replaced the finger between
his lips and came slowly forward to examine Meredith, who had opened his
eyes.
“Well, stout Nestorius. This is a bad case, is it not?” said the sick
man.
“Bad case,” repeated Nestorius mechanically.
At that moment Marie came into the room, dignified, gentle,
self-possessed.
“Ah, missis,” said Joseph, “I'm glad to see you. You're wanted badly,
and that's the truth. Mr. Meredith's not at all well.”
Marie bowed gravely. She went to Meredith's side, and looked at him with
a smile that was at once critical and encouraging. Nestorius holding on
to her skirts looked up to her face, and seeing the smile, smiled too.
He went further. He turned and smiled at Joseph as if to make things
pleasant all round.
Marie stooped over the sofa and her clever dusky fingers moved to the
cushions.
“You will be better in bed,” she said; “I will get Mr. Gordon's room
made ready for you--yes?”
There are occasions when the mere presence of a woman supplies a
distinct want. She need not be clever, or very capable; she need have
no great learning or experience. She merely has to be a woman--the more
womanly the better. There are times when a man may actually be afraid
for the want of a woman, but that is usually for the want of one
particular woman. There may be a distinct sense of fear--a fear of life
and its possibilities--which is nothing else than a want--the want of a
certain voice, the desire to be touched by a certain hand, the carping
necessity (which takes the physical form of a pressure deep down in the
throat) for the sympathy of that one person whose presence is different
from the presence of other people. And failing that particular woman
another can, in a certain degree, by her mere womanliness, stay the
pressure of the want.
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