Africa, West -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
“Moreover,” continued Sir John, “I maintain that it is not too late.”
There followed a silence; both men seemed to be wrapped in thought, the
same thoughts with a difference of forty years of life in the method of
thinking them.
“I could not go to her with a lame story like that,” said Jack. “I told
her all about Millicent.”
“It is just a lame story like that that women understand,” answered Sir
John. “When I was younger I thought as you do. I thought that a man must
needs bring a clean slate to the woman he asks to be his wife. It is
only his hands that must be clean. Women see deeper into these mistakes
of ours than we do; they see the good of them where we only see the
wound to our vanity. Sometimes one would almost be inclined to think
that they prefer a few mistakes in the past because it makes the present
surer. Their romance is a different thing from ours--it is a better
thing, deeper and less selfish. They can wipe the slate clean and never
look at it again. And the best of them--rather like the task.”
Jack made no reply. Sir John Meredith's chin was resting on his vast
necktie. He was looking with failing eyes into the fire. He spoke like
one who was sure of himself--confident in his slowly accumulated store
of that knowledge which is not written in books.
“Will you oblige me?” he asked.
Jack moved in his chair, but he made no answer. Sir John did not indeed
expect it. He knew his son too well.
“Will you,” he continued, “go out to Africa and take your lame story to
Jocelyn just as it is?”
There was a long silence. The old worn-out clock on the mantelpiece
wheezed and struck six.
“Yes,” answered Jack at length, “I will go.”
Sir John nodded his head with a sigh of relief. All, indeed, comes to
him who waits.
“I have seen a good deal of life,” he said suddenly, arousing himself
and sitting upright in the stiff-backed chair, “here and there in the
world; and I have found that the happiest people are those who began by
thinking that it was too late. The romance of youth is only fit to write
about in books. It is too delicate a fabric for everyday use. It soon
wears out or gets torn.”
Jack did not seem to be listening.
“But,” continued Sir John, “you must not waste time. If I may suggest
it, you will do well to go at once.”
“Yes,” answered Jack, “I will go in a month or so. I should like to see
you in a better state of health before I leave you.”
Sir John pulled himself together. He threw back his shoulders and
stiffened his neck.
“My health is excellent,” he replied sturdily. “Of course I am
beginning to feel my years a little, but one must expect to do that
after--eh--er--sixty. C'est la vie.”
He made a little movement of the hands.
“No,” he went on, “the sooner you go the better.”
“I do not like leaving you,” persisted Jack.
Sir John laughed rather testily.
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