Withered Leaves: A Novel. Vol. 3 (of 3)Gottschall, Rudolf von
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Withered Leaves: A Novel. Vol. 3 (of 3)
Gottschall, Rudolf von
German fiction -- Translations into English
They sat under a lofty avenue of beeches by the sea, lying so quietly
and blue before them. Islands rose out of the waves and ships passed on
the horizon.
"Where have you been, Giulia, since you left me?"
"Upon a little island near that of Sylt, in a lonely fisherman's
cottage, there I deemed myself most effectually concealed. So quickly
could the law not raise its accusation, not follow my track and find me
yonder in my solitude, where, with Beate, I helped to mend fishing
nets, and obtained a little money by teaching children. For hours I sat
upon the 'dunes,' I saw the tide rush in which for centuries has been
washing away these islands, ready to swallow them up, and which already
has buried so much work of men's hands within its depths. Like a sea
mew's flight over the foaming, dashing billows, my thoughts swept over
the heights and abysses of my life, and my bruised heart did bitter
penance, and as the roaring hurricane came and stirred the waves and
tore them upwards until towering on high they dashed upon the shore, so
was I now overwhelmed with the fire and wild passion which had animated
me, and with the recollection of all the tempests of my life.
"I could have retired to a convent in my own country, but my soul
longed for the free breath of heaven, and an irrevocable bond would
have crushed it to the ground.
"Beate left me, she had often been at Sylt during the season, and there
had made the acquaintance of a well-to-do Hamburg merchant, whom her
sparkling eyes and lively manner had fascinated. We parted amid tears,
she was my most faithful friend, who for me had jeopardised her honour.
Then the feeling of being utterly forsaken came upon me, the never
ceasing return of ebb and flow, the only event of which the 'dunes'
could tell, made my spirit weary and listless, all the fettered springs
of life stirred within me. I could not have lived amid the ocean
solitude another year, my talent for a Robinsonade was exhausted. Then
the news of war, which was at that time only imminent, but of whose
outbreak messengers brought premature intelligence, penetrated to our
fishermen's cottages; I resolved to make atonement for my past as a
nurse in the midst of the conflict, and hoped, perhaps, to meet death
from a merciful bullet. When I came here I found nothing prepared, I
wished to go upon the battle-field as a volunteer Samaritan, and
beneath its terrible and yet elevating influences, I felt the pulses of
my life beat higher once more--I forgot myself. I relieved pain, I
earned thanks--the sin of my life seemed to be melting away as if tears
and words of gratitude washed it out. Thus I found you. Fate led those
together again, whom it had parted, but still the gulf of guilt lies
between them. You have recovered, my task is completed, let me go hence
once more."
"No Giulia," cried Blanden with a burst of emotion, "now we part no
more."
Giulia looked enquiringly at him; she could not believe his words.
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